u/BigSchmikey

I'm not really sure how to word this and I'm sorry if it goes against what this subreddits stands for, but I'm at my wits end.

My personal life has been not good. I'm dealing with a lot that I would rather not get into details with. Might be fired from my job due to complete lack of motivation due to depression.

I thought I beat this. I really think I did. But it's ugly head came rolling up within the past few months and I'm just sad.

I felt the best when I was on test but I don't want to hop back on substances now.

IDK dude I don't want this to sound like a mope and dope session I'm just kind of lost, and this community has always done me good.

Sorry but I'm not in the mood for posting stats. I hope you don't hate me for it. Much love.

Edit: tren to test

Edit 2: L6 G Bratwurst

Me: stud JessePlemons Chad, knower of things and savior of the universe.

You: Don. Notably on the spectrum.

Scenario: Aliens have come to earth and use lust against us due to our balls and possibly penis. You're regarded, and in order to not fall victim to the alien trap, you have to chemically castrate yourself for the bit so we can save Earth and avoid hot aliens.

You entering Valhalla with me, brother?

Pros: Aura Increase, Enlightenment, Fedora

Cons: practically none

I've been lucky to make quite a few friends here, specifically /u/you-dumb-bxtch. And I've had the wonderful opportunity meeting others here, but we're on friendly terms.

I'd like to throw my hat out there to just making more friends in this community. This shit feels like home. I love talking music (hip-hop, like Mac Miller, Wayne, Kanye, Em, the list goes on), proper cycles and pct, and mental health shit. I feel I'm a good person and always help if you need help!

I'm a cool easy going guy and I'm just trying to have more reddit friends, since I spend my time in this community.

Please adhere to the rules and post L & G to see if we're compatible.

*Not gay btw only twinks.

All my socials are under the name BigSchmikey. Discord, Steam, Xbox, etc. if you wanna connect send me a DM or a friend request!

Excuse me for being super gay this morning (as opposed to...?)

I was thinking on posting this on an alt, but fuck it. I ain't lying to y'all and I ain't lying to myself. So I guess I'll fish for some advice from you regards (God help me).

I've been really working on my chickens and my mentals lately. I'm the most mentally healthy I've been in my adult life, I feel the most complete I've been in a while, and besides a financial issue still looming over my head, I'm doing pretty good (P.S. Don't be captain Save-A-Ho, trust me on this).

When's the right time to jump back into the dating pool? I haven't been on the apps in well over 4 years, as my last LTR was met through a friend. I'm really fucking worried about frying any progress I've made and succepting my self worth into an ego fueled dating lottery. I've had success in the past, but I'm honestly not into hookup culture (super gay) and fucking random huzz ain't my thing, but dog it's been a while lmao.

Please give me some fucking words of encouragement and tell me these apps are at least in a better place than they were a few years ago. Or just tell me to stick with twinks. Idk, do your thing.

L: enough to keep them attached

G: not enough to make a ho a housewife

Happy 4th of July MAHFUCKASSSSS

CA-CAWWWWWW

*eagle screeeeech*

L: 17

G: 76

What's up y'all. I'm the guy who posted the diabetic forearm tattoo yesterday. Just wanted to say that I really appreciate all the kind words, and as gross, obscene, stupid, and crazy as we all put ourselves out there to be, there are some really kind and fucking awesome people in this subreddit and I'm proud to be a part of it. Let's treat ourselves this Juneteenth and fuck a black twink. Like some real depraved shit. I might reward myself to taking some tren just for shits and giggles.

L: 5.7 G: can't close my fist around it.

A thought that's been creeping in my mind lately, is how long I went without being diagnosed. At diagnosis I was 123 lb soaking wet (56kg) at 5'9, 19M.

Obviously that's not very healthy, and very indicative that I went undiagnosed for a decent amount of time.

I will be approaching my 10-year diaversary in December, and it's bittersweet. But it's always something that's creeped up into my mind and I don't think I've ever been able to let it go.

Anybody got studies or anecdotal experience that could help answer that question for me? Love y'all!

Edit: thank y'all for so many awesome responses it's nice to hear from my people and your experiences. Y'all make me feel like I'm not alone <3. I just wasn't expecting this many responses lol