Not happy where I am...
I'm almost 45, never married, I have 2 kids from a previous relationship-toxic child's father, never finished college, suffer from mental illness, diagnosed with MS, going through menopause bc of an hysterectomy, and I feel like I'm in limbo/stuck. I'm in a relationship with my partner for 8 years (wtf am I doing). At this point, I'm thinking the best thing to do is go our separate ways.
I'm running low bc I put everything into everyone else. What about me? No one cares...
Almost another decade, wasting time with someone that I thought was different. I just needed to vent. I don't look forward to the next day bc it's a neverending cycle of disappointment.
I wasted so much of my life making sure EVERYONE else was good. And then there's nothing left for me. Just needed to get that off my chest.