Why does nothing else clear my head the same?

Why can’t I fucking go a week without needing to cut up my thigh? I have scars down to my mid-calf, and I can’t fucking emotionally regulate without my fucking knife. I’m pathetic. I want my scars to be gone. I want deeper scars. How are any of y’all recovering? It sounds so impossible.

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u/Bookfindingthrowaway — 20 days ago

Are these obviously sh? (Spoiler for healed scars)

I wanna wear shorts since it’s so hot out, but I don’t wanna get a bunch of looks. I figure there’s nothing else they could be, but maybe people won’t look at my legs? Any suggestions for hiding them, or idea when they might fade? (ones near the knee are a few weeks old, the higher up you go the older they are, ones at the top are a few months old)

u/Bookfindingthrowaway — 1 month ago