Hey, I have an r36 Passat with 297kms on the clock. It has severe stuttering when accelerating, multiple cylinder misfiring, flashing engine light, and it’s throwing error codes: P0011/P0016
What could be the cause?
I have very severe OCD. Any type of OCD you can think of I possible have it. Does anyone else go through phases of which type of OCD primarily takes control over your life?
For example one week I may have OCD about cancer, then it rotates to a new disease, then rotates to social status, and now it has rotated to hit and run OCD. I sped a little bit through a school zone today (an hour before school even started) and I had to do 2 loops to make sure I didn’t hit anyone, as well as leave my vehicle and walk and CHECK to make sure I didn’t.
I fucking hate OCD. I know I didn’t hit anyone considering there wasn’t anyone lying down on the road/footpath, no cop cars, no ambulance, no groups of people surrounding a certain area, no vehicular body damage, no smashed windscreen, no loud crash sound yet I can’t shake it.
OCD has ruined my life and I fucking hate it and it’s so fucking hard to live with this stupid fucking condition I always second guess myself and dude it just sucks.
I am a 1st year apprentice, nearly 2nd. I love painting and most aspects around it, I even really like prepping and masking as well.
I really want to stay in this trade but I’m not the best at it. I constantly forget certain ways how to prep, I don’t know sometimes how to mask (specifically where to have my fly mask etc), using the computers and just remembering what additive goes into what paint when trying to achieve a specific result.
And my past tradesmen made me very aware of my shortcomings and it has just put me down and I don’t know if I should continue with the trade as I feel as if I just cant ‘get’ it, you know.
Have any of you guys felt the same and/or similar to me? Any advice?