u/Brave_Ebb_518

I was on Prozac for two months and switched over to Lexapro yesterday as I felt the Prozac wasn't working (30mg made me too jittery, 20mg made me too mellow, and 10mg did nothing). I took my first Lexapro last night (10mg) at 8pm. 12 hours later, I'm feeling extremely tired and pretty weak (how I felt going down on the Prozac recently). I read some other posts on here about people who switched over to Lexapro feeling really bad their first couple of days, so that brings me some comfort knowing that I'm alright. But it's definitely not a comfortable feeling and I know for sure my anxiety will be spiking later because of it. Don't really know why I'm writing this here, I think I would just feel a little better about my symptoms if I at least voiced them somewhere as opposed to keeping it all in.

I have multiple Google accounts signed into Photos that have their own collection of pictures and videos. A few months ago I had backed up the majority of my photos from my main account into an empty Google account to try and make space. Today I was clearing the excess of downloaded photos that I knew were taking up storage on my main, and then decided to do the same on the empty account to keep that one from filling up too fast. I clicked the "clean up space" button on that account not thinking anything of it, and it ended up clearing all but a couple images from my main account. Everything on my device is still saved to the other account so my important pictures and videos aren't entirely lost, but I can't access them on the main like before. I wanted to try using the "undo back-up" button to try and reverse this, but I've never used it before and don't want to screw things up further for myself. The initial "clean up space" button ended up wiping the majority of pictures from my internal storage for some reason (which is linked to my main), so I don't know if using the "undo back-up" would restore everything back to the internal storage? I also don't have a default gallery app (my phone didn't have one when I got it) so I think that just adds to the issue. If anyone could help me figure out how to reverse this, I would be forever grateful.

I know as she gets closer to the end of the tour, she hasn't been feeling the best and has been cutting some songs out from the setlist (most notably Bruised Sky, IWFTL, and halo), and I know she wasn't feeling well in Austin and only played 7 songs. My show is on Saturday and I've been looking forward to hearing IWFTL since the album dropped, but now I don't know if I should be expecting that one or if I should be bracing myself for a shortened setlist. This of course is nothing against Poppy, as her health is the most important thing here and I wouldn't be mad if she shortened Orlando's set/cancelled that show if needed. But as someone who likes to be prepared going into shows, I'm wondering if I should keep certain song expectations to a minimum so I'm not sad if they aren't played. IWFTL is really the only one I'm concerned about not hearing, as that song has grown to carry a lot of meaning to me. But again I wouldn't be upset if she had to cut it out, I just don't wanna get my hopes up too high to hear it. Anyone else think that the previously cut songs are going to stay cut for the remainder of the tour or is there a chance we could still hear them on Saturday?

I see Poppy for the first time in Orlando in 2 weeks, and I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do for my sign. I've never made a concert sign before so I want this to be special (and possibly Taskforce worthy but that's more of a bonus goal than the main one). Anyone who's going to a show or has been to one already, what did you do for your sign and what would be considered good or bad Poppy sign ideas (ie what would be overkill or just inappropriate to do for this era of Poppy's career)? I'm doing a small one since I want to be considerate of anyone standing behind me at the show, so I have a lot of ideas but not as much space as I would have for a larger poster board.

I'm currently 18 and only recently learned that I've had anxiety pretty much my whole life (as confirmed by my anxiety-riddled medicated mother), so I've spent the past 9 months exploring ways to help cope with my anxiety and learning how much of the struggles I have trace back to this hell spawn of a disorder. Back in October, I had an extreme anxiety attack where my entire left side went practically numb and lasted about a month and a half. It was that incident that led to my mom telling me "oh yeah, youve had anxiety your entire life." I had just discovered earlier on that I've had OCD my entire life, so learning that I also had this has led me into a whole new world of more intense anxiety attacks and lingering side effects. Whenever my anxiety flares up now, I feel my hand and sometimes my arm begin to tingle, and it's only a matter of time before I either go into a full attack or shake it off enough to continue on with my day. Last month I had my worst anxiety attack to date, where my head started spinning and my heart started racing and I was convinced I was about to die, to the point that I had to wake my mother up at 5 in the morning just to become grounded again. Almost two months later, I've connected the headache I had started to feel as both the result of staying up late and my allergies being really bad lately (and later connecting it to my menstrual cycle). I get this headache on and off and even though I know now that it's not anything that'll kill me, it's still an unfamiliar sensation that has me convinced that it's more than just my anxiety being a bitch. But when I tried to go to the doctor about it, my mom basically hijacked my appointment and said "oh it's just anxiety" before I had a chance to explain my symptoms, then was upset when I wasn't relieved to hear from the doctor that it was just anxiety. I'm currently on Prozac now and it's helped a lot with managing anxiety attacks, although I did go up on my dose from 20mg to 30mg today and now as I'm writing this, I'm trying hard to fight off an anxiety attack. I took 3 melatonin and it didn't seem to do anything, and now I'm just trying to calm myself down long enough to go to sleep. I hate that it took my entire life of struggling to finally get help, because I feel if I had gotten proper help as a kid instead of being brushed off over mini attacks or treated as though it'd just go away on its own, maybe I wouldn't be fearing that my blood vessels are finna pop at any moment and I'd instead be asleep.