u/BriibriiBabiee

SHARING A POST I FOUND ON HERE AND ALSO SEEKING ADVICE FOR SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO USE THE SR-17018 TO GET OFF OF A 1.5g/day addiction to fentanyl and can NOT get ANY HELP FROM ANY TREATMENT PROVIDER IN MY STATE SO THAT IS UNFORTUNATELY NOT AN OPTION FOR ME DUE TO MY DISABILITY AND MOBILITY ISSUES! I just keep finding things from people who are or have used it for 7oh detox and like this post mentions, methadone…I AM BEYOND DISCOURAGED AND DEFEATED 😔 Buuut, I have State probation and I even tried to make my probation officer aware of my situation in the hopes of getting the best possible chance of being able to find help!! But the next thing I know, my amazing, gentle, caring and kind probation officer ended up getting a promotion in the next county over SOOO I got a new one who was NOT FAMILIAR with me or my case, (which is NOT THE USUAL CASE!!) Unfortunately I should have filed a lawsuit against the county jail for the incident that occurred while I was incarcerated, that ultimately resulted in my being made permanently disabled!! Not to mention the amount of mental anguish that this allll has caused me!! But I was lucky to be alive and so overwhelmed with my new “life”,
Or reality🙄🤦🏻‍♀️😔, that time just passed so fast that I didn’t even know or realize how little time I actually had in order to be able to do anything about my case and I was just not really sure how to handle something like this and was unsure of whether or not I would actually HAVE A LEGIT CASE THAT I COULD WIN!!!?! So I have done some research and found that I am now too late to get the help with this case because apparently I only had a year to get anything done about this situation legally…I’m in TN…which has a ONE YEAR STATUTE…so unfortunately I will never get the justice I deserve from this situation that has completely destroyed my life and my mental health!!!!! I have suffered for so long and it’s not just going to disappear….it’s only gotten worse for me and my boyfriend, who has had to be my caregiver for two years now and that has taken a toll on our relationship which has also impacted my mental health too!!! Mostly because I have been in a state of depression and anxiety and mourning over my life before I became very disabled!!! Oh yeah, I am only 35 years old now and this all happened almost exactly 2 years ago! I apparently had a couple bad seizures while I was in the jail and they were all so stupid and careless that they didn’t even call an ambulance and then I had another one and they (or someone) finally called the ambulance and I was rushed to the hospital where I had already apparently had a few seizures and a major stroke so I didn’t remember ANYTHING!! I woke up in the ICU, AFTER A FEW DAYS (still not sure why or how long I was out) but I couldn’t feel my legs!!!!! So I was in the hospital for around two months and then went to a “skilled nursing facility”(nursing home) for a little less than a month…& I was still NOT QUITE OKAY NOR WAS I WALKING ON MY OWN but my insurance covered pretty much all that they were going to pay for my rehabilitation 😒🙄🤦🏻‍♀️😔….anyway so I guess I have basically told everyone my life story and I am just gonna go ahead and end this loooonnng azzzz thread now because I never meant for this to get this long but it is what it is….ANY AND ALL HELP WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!💯🙏🏼🥺🙏🏼😒 I need all the help you can muster up for anyone who needs help with this matter & then some…b be& please try to break it down, as i sees f you are explaining this to a child!!!! Just so that That everythinge will be easy to understand for all who needs to understand this exact situation and understand how to be able to successfully navigate the process, dosing, even extra coping mechanisms and other comfort meds….thanks for reading and all help!!!!