27 {NB4F} Southern United States - Entangle thyself with me /j
(Quick side note before we begin, you may notice I do not emote much in photos, this is because I do not find my face looks right when expressing an emotion. Thus, I choose not to. I also rarely take photos of my face, I much prefer showing off my outfits.)
Now, I am markedly atrocious at marketing myself so do offer some grace for coming across very formal or awkward. I learned the entire english language, and by god I will use the entire english language. I also like lists so hopefully that will help.
What I am looking for
* A difficult thing to describe as I've only ever been in one relationship and only ever had one crush, the two of which did not happen to overlap which is a long story. Mostly I want someone who shares my passion for creating and wants to share in general. The only person I've ever had a crush on was this girl I knew for two years who slowly came to trust me with things she didn't show others and was able to rely on my intelligence and sense of duty while also being able to just share information about where we live and such.
* I think, in other words, I'm looking for someone that will be my best friend and rely on me. Someone who can go from discussing their ideas for a project they're working on to simply talking about the rivers near their home or their discomfort with something said in the group chat they can't bring up with anyone else.
Statistics
* Height: 173 cm (5 foot 8 inches)
* Weight: ~63.5 kg (~140 lbs)
* Gender: Agender feminine-leaning
* Orientation: demiromantic asexual with a preference for androgyny to femininity in a partner
* Occupation: Library Associate at a parish library in my state, but have a physics degree.
Personality
* A difficult thing to describe, I like to think of myself as a confident and intelligent person with a quick wit and sense of humor ranging from sarcastic to absurdist. Though I often seem to bounce between a more energetic and boisterous personality and a downtrodden and cynical one. I generally like to get reactions out of people and will often go too far to get one.
* If it helps, some of the characters I heavily relate to are Lace from Silksong, Franziska von Karma from Ace Attorney, and Leonardo da Vinci from Fate Grand Order (Can you tell I suffer from 'insufferable bitch disease"? /j)
Fun Facts
* I am an aspiring polymath, in that I wish to become moderately good at many things and hobbies. Of course, one cannot declare themself a polymath so I must keep practicing.
Interests
* Gaming: I play many kinds of games, but my favorites of all time are Portal 2 and Rimworld, the latter of which I have over 2,000 hours in and the former of which I sang the credits song to as a way to train my voice.
* Reading: namely sci-fi but I do branch out into fantasy and other genres. Though never romance, I have a strong distaste for pure romance plots. To the point they actually disgust me. (Shockingly I am heavily romance favorable despite this)
* Writing: I have aspirations of becoming a writer some day. If my willpower ever cooperates enough for me to finish a project. I personally tend to write sci-fi, but as with my reading, I do dabble with fantasy.
* Drawing: I enjoy drawing on occasion, especially to brainstorm an idea or character. I actually have several of them posted on this account, but am always willing to show off more.
* Tabletop RPGs: I like to run TTRPGs when I have the ability to focus and produce maps and stories. I love coming up with lore and improvising things at the table so people think the world is incredibly thought out and not an elaborate improv bit with one or two cool things I planned out.
* Cosplay: A hobby I love with my whole heart is cosplay, even if my own hands aren't the best at it. The last three photos are of me in cosplay; the first is my Lucia Lotus from Punishing Gray Raven cosplay, and the second two are of my Leonardo Da Vinci from Fate Grand Order cosplay that I've been using since 2018. I initially purchased it from a shop and have made some tailoring and upgrades in the years since.
* Music: I don't dabble as much in creating it as I used to, but I love all kinds of music. Genuinely. There is perhaps only one genre I cannot stand and that's rap/spoken word music, otherwise I listen to anything. And I do mean anything, from Country to Metal to Noise Music to fucking Slurmcore and far worse.
* Learning: Not so much a hobby as a lifestyle, but I chose to include it. I love learning new things and then demonstrating my intelligence to people. Genuinely, I have been itching for reasons to do complex math since I graduated college and stopped working in a lab.
Potential drawbacks.
* At the risk of sounding like I'm defined by my disorders; I do have several that significantly impact my life and the way I engage with the world. I have OCD, Bipolar Disorder, and Autism; and strongly suspect ADHD of some variety.
* I am also like an exotic bird, in that I thrive in a rather narrow range and will repeat things to entertain myself at seeming random. Some find my vocal stims endearing.
* I have also been told that I am somewhat of a tsundere, in that my first reaction to having a crush was to start trying to stamp it down and resist it, and tend to get defensive and hotheaded when slighted.