How do I evict someone from my brain
Things have been kinda off for me since June because of my boyfriend… well, ex-boyfriend now.
I got way too attached to him. In the beginning, it was all butterflies, cute moments, and me thinking “aww, maybe this is finally it.” 🤡
Except… he was never really emotionally available. Or honestly, available at all. I kept hoping things would get better, convincing myself that if I just gave it time, things would eventually change.
Spoiler: they did. Just not in the way I wanted.
He broke up with me over text, which honestly feels like the emotional equivalent of getting fired through a WhatsApp message.
And now I’m struggling to get over him way more than I thought I would. I’ve been drinking way more than I should just to shut my brain up for a while, and on top of that, I’ve got other things going on in life too.
So yeah, everything feels like 17 browser tabs open, one of them is playing music, I don’t know which one, and my laptop is overheating.
I know I’ll eventually get through it. I just wish my brain would stop romanticizing someone who barely showed up for me.
Anyway, currently accepting emotional support, coping mechanisms, and instructions on how to uninstall a person from my brain.