I’m having quite a lot of dysphoria
Hi, I don’t think my age matters, but I’m having quite a lot of dysphoria. I considered transgender, but then realised I sometimes like being a girl (afab). But then sometimes I want top surgery and bottom surgery too. And the sometimes i don’t. I think I’d only get bottom surgery, but even then I’m not sure.
I think genderfluid fits me best, but I really need some help. I’m quite new to this, having only recently figured out I’m also a lesbian. I really need some help, every time I think about talking to my family I feel like crying (they’re very accepting, they know I’m a lesbian, and I love that they accept me, but I’m nervous). I really need help, not just reassurance that I’m valid. I need like, solutions, or something. Sometimes I want to take T, and sometimes I don’t, and it’s so, so confusing. Please help me.