u/CamilaCat207

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I matriculated last year with not the best marks(mental health reasons) so i couldnt get into uwc like i wanted, and it's been hard for me personally to find a course that would accept me. spotify ads wouldn't shut up about bcc, so i applied for the accounting course and got immediately accepted lol.

but i dont really see people talking about this place, despite it being globally accredited. the reviews didnt look too hot, but the ones i saw were mostly from online learners. id prefer to go onto an in-person campus, but i saw complaints about the building, so idk. should i just ask a rep about this? do you think it's worth it to get a BAcc there?

thx for reading 🦜🫂

I played on some off-brand console as a child, like 10 years ago. there were 3 squirrels/chipmunks (cant remember which), that you could switch between to beat 2d platforming puzzles. it wasnt pixel art but i dont recall whether it was 2d or 3d graphics. i also remember that there was some kind of basic combat system using a slingshot (⁠=⁠｀⁠ェ⁠´⁠=⁠). also there were 2 boys and one girl squirrel that each had different mechanics.

in 2024, i was in an online relationship with a girl. she was 14 i was 16. while we were together i struggled with my mental health and constantly talked about killing myself. we broke up, and then got back together while i went to therapy and promised to get better. then we broke up for the last time, and i attempted suicide for the first time.

2025, we hardly talk. months without contact, except for me randomly reaching out, and then falling back into my same habits. more attempts and crying to her before abandoning her again. everything made me lose my sanity and neglected school. ended the year with my first ever shitty results.

2026, now graduated and unemployed, i messaged her again and fall back into the cycle. i even sent her pictures of me with fresh cuts and a noose around my neck. her friend recently killed herself, and shes been considering suicide as well. i asked her to block me over and over, 2024 til now, because i know ill never be able to let her go, but she always refuses. ive blocked her before, and i did again because she started calling me manipulative. i asked her "why do you stick around?" and she replied with, "i cant just let someone die. you have no idea what kind of pressure that is. so dont talk about that as if you can even try to understand what you've done over the years. and theres no undoing it either. this is the result of years of use and manipulation. if you dont want this im sorry but you did it."

i told her i love her and im worried to leave her when her mind is in such a bad place, but im not who she needs.

i just need to know how much i fucked her up by just being around. i swear it was unwillingly, but i know that intent is different from impact so please tell me.

living the online doomed yuri life

in my dream, i was just talking to Brennan Lee Mulligan (as one does); just met him and were making good conversation. then suddenly he recommends that i read a book called "Schadenfreude" that had a yellow cover. id rarely heard the term so i thought it was some philosophical topical book and got excited. when i woke, i looked it up, and there it was! though the reviews arent very good. why would BLM recommend something like that to me? i want to find out but i dont know if i want to buy the book. what do you think?

also, before i met him, i was helping someone spell out his name and he was just NOT getting it. like how hard is it to spell Mulligan??? pmo throughout realities