u/CaptainNooters

So I finally relapsed after being 5 months clean from sh, and honestly it's like opening a pandora box. The thing is: it was bound to happen

No matter how much I try with doing better, taking my pills and other bullshit I end up circling down into relapse. It's always a fucking waste of money and time, and I don't even know why do people even bother checking up on me and offering to take me to a therapist/psychiatrist

I wish I could end it all, but alas, I have to go to work and turn in my part for a collab, so I can't die rn :) i don't fucking care anymore

Hi, I've been considering getting a Kamvas 16 gen3, but I'm concerned about posture problems and desk organization with the usual stand, so I've been wondering if there's an alternative to it, especially bcs Kamvas that are below 20in aren't vesa compatible by default

I've been depressed and irritable since I was around 11 years old, and last year I tried to go to therapy and take medication + i was diagnosed with adhd. I also got a job, started working out, stayed clean from sh and tried to relax a bit more. Yet I still want to end myself for every small reason I can find, I get mad when ppl suggest changing (like I haven't been doing that for years) and I simply cannot think of something that isn't a waste of time. I'm just giving up on myself and letting whatever I have reach up to me and eventually end me

Maybe I was meant to feel like this forever, as everything is boud to fail because of me