u/CarnationABC

Kept hearing good things about the show from both queens and fans and tbh major FOMO talaga ako now HAHAHA. For the people who went, how was it?? super curious ako sa mga ganap🥹🥹

Ang hirap bumuo ng pangarap kung ikaw mismo di alam anong gusto mo.

For context, I am currently an upcoming 2nd year college student. I took up Accountancy as my course, but I just found out that my final grade in one of my major subjects did not meet my university’s cut-off grade. In short, I need to take summer classes if I still want to continue in this course. Currently, yung ibang majors namin hindi pa nagre-release ng grades, pero di rin talaga ako confident sa mga yun. To be honest, di ko nga alam if I still want to continue.

When I chose this path, I chose it out of the assumption na kakayanin ko and that eventually, I would find the passion for it. During first sem, I thought I had it in me. In fact, naka-Dean’s List pa nga ako. But when I got into a “star” section, it felt like everything changed in a snap.I suddenly felt so incapable. Parang kahit anong gawin ko, laging kulang. Idagdag mo pa na yung teachers namin grabe yung expectations samin.

I’ve never really done well under pressure, and being thrown into an environment where everyone seemed so smart only made things worse. It felt so soo suffocating. Ang ending, I failed and now, I don’t know what to do.

Sobrang hirap gustuhing magpatuloy when you have no passion. Other people seem to have something pushing them forward. May pangarap silang hinahabol. May dahilan kung bakit kinakaya nilang lumaban kahit nahihirapan sila.
But unfortunately, I can’t really say the same for myself.

The problem is, it’s not like I have something else that I want to do either. I’ve never had something that I wanted badly enough to dedicate my life to it, so I just chose Accountancy out of the promise of a better future.

Now, I’m faced with the decision of either going through summer classes or accepting my fate and shifting to BSMA. At this point, practicality na lang talaga yung iniisip ko. Nahihiya ako na kailangan ko pang mag-summer, especially kasi dagdag gastusin din pero nanghihinayang din akong sumuko agad. Part of me thinks maybe I should just cut my losses and move on, but I also don’t want to regret shifting early kasi what if kaya pala? Di ko na din alam.

Ang hirap pala kapag wala kang pangarap na pinanghahawakan no.

Hii! Genuinely asking what’s the best pickleball paddle I can get for a budget of 1.5k. Im not that good at pickleball pa kasi eh but I really do wanna try, kaya lang di keri ng heart ko gumasto ng more than 2k for a paddle😭. My options rn is the Decathlon paddle or the AP paddle im seeing on tiktok. What do you guys think is the best paddle I can get for my budget?🥹