u/Catboyxtreme

Let me explain. I've been on vacation with my family for the past couple of weeks and I've been spending time with my 3yo nephew. He's super energetic and loves chasing people and being chased while running around like a maniac.

With the recent posts here about ranking various aspects of the GCP and voting on which is the best in each category, I was reminded of the epic bant topic of Goochie. You could call it the ongoing saga of Goochie and his girlfriend.

I may have made a mistake, however, in that I incorporated Goochie into the chase game with my nephew where I do the Goochie voice and chase him around saying stuff like

"oh noooo it's Goochie!"

"Uh oh, Goochie made a big mess"

"Goochie is going to catch you!!"

I swear it was an innocent error of judgement but now my nephew loves it and asks me to be Goochie and cackles as I chase him while doing the voice.....am I......becoming.... Goochie!?!?

I don't know if I can live with the terrifying implications of the choices I've made.....

HELP ME!

I've been trying to succeed with nofap for at least 5 or 6 years. I've known that I've had a problem with porn consumption for much longer than that, going all the way back to childhood.

I have a wife, we have what many would call a very healthy marriage and sex life, but somehow I've always turned to porn. When she goes away for travel once in a while, I look forward to it because in the back of my mind it's like an excuse for me to consume again.

In the past I've had some successful streaks of abstinence. Weeks, even months at a time but somehow I've always fallen back into my old ways and sometimes it just feels so futile to try anymore.

Years have gone by and I'm still where I was.

I know I need more mental fortitude to leave this habit behind me I just feel defeated sometimes.

Rant over lol thanks for reading.