Has anyone ever worried they didnt want kids with their partner. Feels more like a I dont feel excited about it thing than a hes thr wrong guy
I have been with my partner for 2 years been dealing with ROCD for a year or more so now. I just got to a place where I csn say yes I want to marry him. As a christian I believe this is what God wants for me. BUT I worry what if im not attracted enough to have his kids? I wanna be with him forever I wanna love him forever I wanna wake up next to him. These things I know for a fact and mt brain still says but what if you dont. Ive been getting super good at not analyzing his flaws or at least things I thought were bad but really arent at all like his weight pr posture. Not that big of a deal. I'm committed man. I want to do life with him. Have never had sex, staying pure until marriage. However I have responsive desire I dont often feel sexual unless something is provoked. But I have this nagging worry that bc I dont feel all fuzzy and warm or in love or like thr thoigjt of having his kids then I shouldn't. im attracted, I love doing life with him. I just am now getitng over the commitment hurdle of choosing marriage. And feeling more confident in that. I have 0 doubt in his ability to be a dad or father I trust him 100%. He knows my ocd is a thing he encourages my exposures. I want kids! I want a family I just dont feel anything when i think sbout that but fear. Has anyone else dealt with this?
I have been with my partner for 2 years been dealing with ROCD for a year or more so now. I just got to a place where I csn say yes I want to marry him. As a christian I believe this is what God wants for me. BUT I worry what if im not attracted enough to have his kids? I wanna be with him forever I wanna love him forever I wanna wake up next to him. These things I know for a fact and mt brain still says but what if you dont. Ive been getting super good at not analyzing his flaws or at least things I thought were bad but really arent at all like his weight pr posture. Not that big of a deal. I'm committed man. I want to do life with him. Have never had sex, staying pure until marriage. However I have responsive desire I dont often feel sexual unless something is provoked. But I have this nagging worry that bc I dont feel all fuzzy and warm or in love or like thr thoigjt of having his kids then I shouldn't. im attracted, I love doing life with him. I just am now getitng over the commitment hurdle of choosing marriage. And feeling more confident in that. I have 0 doubt in his ability to be a dad or father I trust him 100%. He knows my ocd is a thing he encourages my exposures. I want kids! I want a family I just dont feel anything when i think sbout that but fear. Has anyone else dealt with this?
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