I’ve got 76 days. It hasn’t been easy but it’s been manageable. I’ve been able to subside cravings after a few moments but I had a really tough and busy weekend and had some real core insecurities/wounds come up in a major way.
I got home from work today and literally all I want to do is slam a bottle of whiskey. I haven’t done it but god damn I can’t shake the craving. I told my partner and she’s being helpful and supportive but fuck I want to drink so bad. In a kind of burning desire way that I haven’t experienced since I got sober.
What do you do when you experience these kind fo intense cravings? I really just want to say fuck it.