u/CheesecakeMinimum178

Hi, I have recently come across OCPD and have felt it describes me quite well. However am not diagnosed but do have OCD and ADHD, they also suspected autism however I dont stuggle with social things, and my routine and sense of controll isnt driven by familiarity and safeness, more of because I feel I have to do it. Anyway, I have always been extreamly self controlling over my personality, as in I try and copy people who I view as perfect and change eveything about myself trying to perfectly capture their vibe, with no sense of self in there. It has gotten to the point where I have no idea who I am and am extreamly uncomfortable when not motoring what I am doing sayinf and how I am being percieved. Is this an experiance for other OCPD people?

I currently in my rewatch of Gilmore girls and have noticed constantly that Lorelai will often refer to Rory as this angel, and be like “Rory would never do that” and then she would. This happens multiple times where her perception of Rory is completely different to Rorys character. I feel she had this idea of Rory, built on who she wanted her to be, not who she actually is, which probably aided in Rorys “downfall” and their massive fight.

Hey, recently i have been having intense feelings towards a country and its history. It feels like home and when j see the terrain it feels as though i have been there before when i haven’t. Also had psychic tell me in my past life i was a villager wondering if this means anything. Thank you:)

Heyyy, i have recently been thinking of becoming an athlete wellness coach; however i am not an athlete myself but am very interested in the minds of athletes and find the field very intriguing.

I was wondering what type of things this job entails and how hard it is to get your foot in the door
P.S i am a swim teacher so i do have experience in that field.

Heyy im considering starting to jump rope as a part in my weight-loss journey, but am concerned it will make me look quite bulky. There are alot of mixed responses online and i am very hesitant to start as i want to be leaned and tone rather than bulky. P.s i am a female who is very leg muscle dominant, and in a calorie deficit.