u/Cheetah_FanGirl

I was a little jealous of people that would dream of winning the lottery and then win a few months later. Like I have manifested many cool things and a fun job. I didn't have to dream about them. But this manifestation means a lot more to me.

I fell asleep listening to The Secret book. It made me so happy and in my dreams I felt like I could manifest anything I wanted. And I did. I was rich, I was riding a horse. I just had so much fun haha. I felt free, no more boring life.

I remember a man on a beautiful horse on a beautiful beach telling me I can have anything I want. 😂

But ya, will be sleeping with the audiobook every night to impress my subconcious with my dream life. I woke up feeling amazing. 👏🏻

I wont share my story the day I win the jackpot so I can't be doxxed. But one day I'll share my story! <3

I might make a post with all my current manifestations. My life is pretty happy now, I mostly just don't want to work. 😂 And I am addicted to horse trail videos. I would love to ride horses one day. 🐎

I finished listening to Reality Transurfing Steps I - V again. I still don't feel like I have the tools to not be angry. I've tested manifesting for a few years and manifested some life upgrades. But I think the biggest thing holding me back from my dream is I get very triggered lol. It's just a reaction.

Like I want my own peaceful space with my cat. Every night I get extremely upset because my mom shares a thin wall with me and watches shows with my uncle until 12 - 12:30 AM regardless of when I have to be up for work. It starts at around 8. It feels like I can't ever relax at night, I have to listen to her annoying shows and their loud talking.

She and him dont work. They can do this at any time of the day. But if I say it, she acts like a victim and says she's depressed and I'm being too much for her somehow.

It makes me so angry I can hit something honestly. I know I created it, but I am still so angry. Maybe it's my ADHD, I get very overstimulated. It's like I have to blast white noise through my headphones to block it out. Can't just relax to a videogame or a movie or something.

Because the moment there is a pause in the sound and I hear them in their room, I feel so incredibly angry immediately lol.

Does he ever suggest anything other than "just don't be mad"? Because I remember his example with neighbors and he basically says to just wear headphones and to not let it bother you - if I remember right.

It wasn't AI, it was either from one of his books or a lecture. I just remember reading a line where he says something like: "Hours of imagining (or meditating) was better than any class." And then something about a man walking by and he would imagine the man too or something.

It's driving me crazy that I am not able to find it again.

A friend accidentally left a piece of a candy bar on my passenger car seat when it was really hot and I didn't notice until it was too late. Still struggling to get it out a couple weeks later.

Is there anywhere I can go to clean it for me? 😭 It's really gross.