u/ChihirosMind

I’ll be honest I’m working on myself and I feel like a lot of things in my life are trying to signal me to being isolated.

But I can’t help but just want to have that one person I can lean on, completely be myself and spend a lot of time with/ talk to often. Whether it be platonic or romantic.

My interests: reading, anime, deep talks, nature!!!! animals, learning & trying new things, gym, outdoor activities, trying new food places! I just love to get out and explore but also love my inside home body days. And love meeting new people :) Huge cuddler.

About me: I am 5’5. 160lbs. Cape Verdean. Lover girl (but I might have toxic tendencies which I am in therapy working on myself). I honestly don’t know if it’s toxic or if it’s just me not being able to handle certain emotions very well. I feel things deeply & super sensitive. I really think I just need to be more particular with who I choose to have in my life.

What I’d like: Pls be open to sharing pics of yourself, message me with your age, height, weight possibly & what you’re looking for :)
It would be really nice to start out as genuine friends and then hopefully it leads to a life partnership & building a family 😀 And PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD do not be one of those men that cant go long periods of time without babydancing.

I ovulated August 7th at 5pm ( i’m assuming this because i had sharp pain on one side that lasted 6-7 hours, which is usually what i feel every month).

Baby danced almost 24 hrs later (August 8th 10pm) and a day and a half later (August 9th at 8am).

sorry if TMI: but the 1st time he didn’t finish (we fell asleep) and the 2nd time he finished inside.. i just want to know what the timeframes and chances are so i can stop all this overthinking during this 2 week wait.

Hellooo. I’m just wondering does anyone ever try out making friends on here and then kinda lose interest because you don’t really know who you’re talking to?
I’m only asking out of curiosity.

For me, it’s not about looks, it’s about knowing who i’m talking to. If i can’t put a face to the personality, it just kinda feels like i’m not really talking to a person (even tho i know i am), it feels like i’m talking to a made up character in my phone or something.

am i weird for this?? 😵‍💫

edit: I think some people misunderstood what I meant. I’m not saying anyone should feel obligated to share photos if they’re uncomfortable.
I was just explaining a feeling I personally have. I’m so used to making friends in person that, without being able to put a face to the personality, it can feel harder for my brain to connect with the fact that there’s a real person behind the screen. It’s not about looks at all, it just helps the person feel more real to me.
I was only curious if anyone else experiences that too.

This is not to judge anyone who would or wouldn’t. I really just wanted to understand from a psychology standpoint. Please don’t be biased. Everyone has their opinions and perspectives, let’s respect each other as humans.

I’ve gotten my heart broken one too many times. This last time just felt unrepairable.. I’ve moved on, I’m not longing for that person anymore because I know they were not right for me, even if they wanted me back i wouldn’t go back in a million years…

But now I find myself trying to give my heart to new friends, and flirting with new people, trying to give new love a chance. I want love so bad, but the moment i feel potential disappointment or abandonment, I run.

I’m trying so hard to close my heart, to not need to speak to anyone, to not want love. But I can’t help it, I want love soo deeply. But it hurts so much to want it and not get it from those I think have potential. I wish I can just turn off my feelings and become cold. I feel at war with myself..

I just want to listen to people converse as I fall asleep. I might chime in here and there. Just feeling a bit lonely and anxious and I’d like to have some company with genuine kind hearted souls 😊💕

trip sitter pleaaseeeeeeeee

Can someone just explain how and why testing hours between causes different results?

I am 13 dpo today. I tested at 6pm, got a clear positive (it wasn’t faint but also wasn’t super bold, but obviously positive) then i wanted to make sure, so i tested again after 30 minutes (used new pee because didn’t think to save it the first time). the result was negative. so i went to chatgpt and it said if im too nervous to wait until morning, test again in 4 hours and try not too drink much.
I tested in 4 hours and saw a super super faint line, definitely something there compared to the 2nd test i took today.

I’m just so anxious, I don’t know if i should rely on the first test I took. I usually get my period on 14dpo(tomorrow).
I will be testing again in the morning, I just hope I’m not doing anything wrong. Right now it’s 11pm, so about what time in the morning should I test?

Thank you so anyone who’s able to advise me ❤️