u/ChileanMotherfu--

I've always liked the fencing theme that many characters in the franchise have, so I had to draw my favorite.

I'm working hard to improve my anatomy drawing. I'd appreciate any critiques or advice on this type of art focused on the human body and musculature.

Also, what do you consider to be the best ways to study anatomy? I once tried reading a medical book, but cadavers aren't really my thing

(I know the hands are rubbish, I'll have to work on that eventually)

Acá una foto antigua de mi proyecto personal favorito: Una chaqueta de mezclilla del Rayo McQueen, ergo, mi ídolo. La chaqueta actualmente tiene más weás pero luego le tomaré más fotos. Es quizás la weá que más orgullo me da de todo lo que he pintado o dibujado en mi vida. Subiré avances pronto.

(He usado la chaqueta incluso sin estar terminada y la verdad, genuinamente me ha ayudado con mi confianza y autoestima. Bastante aweonao quizás pero me da orgullo).

También, nunca había dibujado autos antes de esta weá. Aprendí a dibujar al Rayo meramente para este proyecto.

(Plus: dibujitos del Rayo que había hecho mientras buscaba como iba a quedar).

Months have passed, and a lot has happened. I've lost and gained weight. I've been doing things. I tried to commit suicide, and I don't know, a lot of things. I was okay for a while, but I relapsed a bit because I've let myself go physically.

I'm sick of seeing content about other trans people. I don't want any more. I don't like being reminded of its existence. All this stuff about Digital Circus and Lilly and her transition is disgustingly bittering. I'm frustrated by how easily some people seem to fit into such sweet stereotypes. I'm not the stereotypical slim, white, charming trans guy. It's not fair. I hate being trans, I hate being me, I hate my body. People don't empathize with fat and ugly people. My problems are worthless, I am worthless.

I'm getting old and soon I'll no longer be a minor, I'll lose all value and well, I don't know. I've been feeling somewhat uneasy about my own personal projects. I got sick so I couldn't continue with my animatic project for very long, so my self-esteem was at rock bottom.

I had a breakdown the other day, crying, staring at the ceiling, after watching a trans YouTuber who draws beautifully and everything goes well for him. It's not fair. I wish he were dead. I hate him with all my heart. He started T a while ago, and his voice sounds fantastic. Even without T, his voice sounded good. It's not fair. I just want to hide for a while. I'll try to fast, although it's always difficult for me. It used to be easier. I need to improve my diet and go back to eating 1300 calories like before. I'm being undisciplined now. I've eaten sugar, and too much of it, and I've also eaten a lot of regular food. I'm a pig. No one will ever want to have sex with me. It's not fair. It's just not fair. I can't relate to other trans men because I can't relate to them; they don't understand me, and I don't understand them. I don't belong there. I hate them so much.

Idk, It might sound transphobic, but I'm just an incel and I'm fucking frustrated lol. Life sucks when you're not hegemonic and when nobody wants to fuck you.

This post might get banned, I don't know, sorry, I'm just tired and sad. I needed to vent. I even feel like I don't belong here.

Recently, when I updated Krita to the latest version, I encountered this strange error that causes the selection to pick completely unrelated things (that weird rectangular space outside of the canva). I tried to select my drawing, but for some reason it always selected the entire canvas, and when I tried to invert the selection, it selected something completely unrelated.

The video is certainly more explanatory. Does anyone here know what's going on and how to fix it? Thank you, friends.

He's supposed to be kneeling, writing, and hunched over, but something doesn't add up. Can someone please help me?