becoming so comfortable alone that i feel i will never need/want a relationship
i’m 27 and besides very unserious 1-3 month long “relationships” in middle school and freshman year of highschool i’ve been single all my life. i’ve never gone on a date in my entire life. never once. i’ve never shared a bed with someone else, never lived with a partner, never shared a bathroom and shower with a partner and honestly instead of being hopeless and sad about this i genuinely cannot imagine now ever doing this. if i wanna get up at 3am and make a meal i can without anyone saying a goddamn thing to me. if i wanna walk around butt ass naked i can without a care. if i wanna play video games for hours and hours straight and just zone out i can without anyone bothering me. no small jabs, no tension with arguments, no one else’s mood i have to worry about just me my cat and peace. im so accustomed to just doing me and what i want to do i cannot even imagine having to share my bed and home life with someone else it sounds like it would be so uncomfortable and borderline miserable.
i have my moments where i definitely want a relationship but it’s not common. i’ve assumed this would change the older i’ve gotten but it really hasn’t if anything its been the opposite. does this make me weird? i feel kinda weird but it’s just reality for me. does anyone else feel this way?