I dont want to be an adult yet
I need to have a stupid teenage phase where I experiment with dating, what I like, different types of sports, going to parties and hanging out with friends
Im 21 and most of these I can no longer do that couple with the fact I missed out on so much stuff I cant even be friends with most normies because of that
I also have 0 support system and everything is bad idk what to do
Im 21
I have 2.5k of credit card debt
I was let go from my job
No friends and im a virgin
Im an only child that was abused at a young age and im an only child
I moved out 5 months ago and cut contact with my parents and despite this my life fucking sucks I just wish I was never born the economy is dog shit so I can't even progress at all can't do any good side hustle or anything or any business
People also dont wana date or make new friends at my age
What's the point fuck this bitch ass world
There are insects crawling on the floor of my room (like 5 small ants)
I have 2 flys flying around my room and there's loud buzzes because my room is fucking messy
I cussed out my roommate because he knocked at my room at 12 AM because I didn't clean the dust bin and I brought alot of shit and didn't bother to organize or put them away and I didn't say sorry after I called him a bitch and said hurtful things to him
I just sent a text to one of my roommates saying im sorry for being a shitty roommate
Im depressed and I neglect cleaning after myself and I dont feel like talking to either of them I am like this because I come from an abusive family and I am now being independent for the first time at age 21
Im just stupid but idk what to do I know im the problem
I regret not asking girls out that liked me
I regret being addicted to porn
How am I going to fix this condition??? I had this about a year my penis is fucked and abnormal its at the chronic stage right now
Im hourglassing and my penis lost size
I fucked up I want to heal how would I do it