What is the best way to deepen my ability to interpret i ching readings? Also: repeated readings of 51.3 > 55
Greetings, all, I'm a newcomer here. I have been studying the i ching and using it on my own for a few years and it has influenced my way of thinking about life quite a bit. I'm now at a sort of plateau where I struggle to know how to more deeply understand my readings. At first, I would simply read the text on various i ching websites; eventually I got some books of translations. But sometimes the symbols and their system is obscure to me and I feel like I am still at a "beginner layer" of understanding their meaning, and I would like to progress. What would you suggest?
Here is an example of a reading I am getting. I have received 51.3 > 55 three times in the past week or so! The situation surrounding the readings is essentially that I am considering making some huge changes in my life including maybe changing jobs or moving countries or both, because my current work and life, while really fulfilling, is increasingly unstable for me due to my pay being so low that I can't afford housing in the area where I work, so I house myself by working as a pet sitter. I'm currently traveling in another country where my expenses are lower, and considering staying here, or otherwise just reconfiguring life from the ground up.
My questions to the i ching have usually been simply "can you tell me about what is happening right now" or "will any new elements come into play in this situation?" The reason I ask about the new elements is that I intuitively think I might get some alternative offers or opportunities over the summer that might help me change things -- I'm hopeful that I will. Also, my travels have at times themselves been "shocking" -- I hoped that this summer would feel more stable than my regular working life, such that I could return to regular life and be satisfied with it, but I've had a handful of surprise changes here too, leading to anxiety (and a revelation of how much fear and anxiety I carry with me all the time), and deeper consideration of what it means for me to live well and be responsible to myself.
I am deeply grateful for any insight!