Please help
Okay so I am in love with a girl older than me and I manifested her with me and we were on good terms, first I became friends with her then I told her that I love her it worked and I wasnt her bf but it worked and she lives as a tenant in my building and we were so good but suddenly a lot of wrong things started happening and I also became very clingy and bad in the end plus obsessed
So how the situation got worse, she wasnt ready for a relationship but she told me on snapchat that I want to hold your hands and I told I will hold it forever and in the start everything was good to be honest even if its a situationship and she also used to send me couple reels where the guy is younger
But then a lot of fights happend and I told a friend of mine shes a girlfriend and I wanted to keep her hidden to be honest and that friend was working out in his gym and his gym owner knows that girl my SP and and told my SP that this guy is spreading rumours about you and that guy was her 5 year old friend
She got very angry and now we are in a no contact situation from past 4 months and her birthday is coming up in 10 days I am thinking to apologise and let it go then and just do normal manifesting and get her back again
I am very interested in listening what you guys say and please talk with me and help me out