J bhanne tei purai diye chu rey???
Bau le bhancha j bhanne tei purai dechu rey. Pheilo kura ta k upkar gareko? Aafno ichha le janmako hoo malai ra aailey palna parda sab lai "j bhanyo tei purai diye chu" like what the actual fu*k, palna na sakney bhaye ta na janmaye hunthiyo nii, jani jani k khana janmako.
Mailey kai magda ni magdina, kei necessity paryo bhanne bhanni hoo, Ma legit chattye ko moja lagaye ra college janchu ra j bhanyo tei pura ko chu rey, I use a second hand phone tyo ni who knows kasle chalako hoo, a 7-8 years old laptop. I commute on bus, like 5x the time lagcha like 20 min ko bato hoo bhanne 1.30 ghanta lagcha. I've never asked for anything expensive, my most priced posession laptop hola. 1000-1500 per month pauchu to manage everything ra eak mahini chalaye pani kati xito sakkeko rey, like wtf aani the crazy part is eak rupya karcha gareko ni leakhna parni rey, legit I need to write and I am writing what I spend on and how much, sathi haru bike liyera aauchan, they spend what they want aani nothing, kei bhanna pardaina rey ghar ma ki aafui paisa dinun cha ki eak choti bhanna parcha aani bhayo rey.kati sajilo hoo tini haru lai ma hisab leakhe ra dekhau chu tara pani, sab lai bhanni hoo j bhanyo tei purai diye chu rey.
Aafu le iphone liye ra hidney hoo gadi ma, show off the like k bhanam ma, dekhney manche le kati dhani hoo bhanchan, sathi haru le ni deakhe ra kati dhani yaar timi bhanchan but I know the reality, ma puwal pareko moja lagye ra hidchu, ma kharcha gareko hisab lekhchu ra kati xito sakkyo bhanne gali khanchu. His show off has made my life more harder.
The thing is, I got nobody to tell this. Mero koi chaina kura sundini, aawastha bujdini. I got no elder brother or sister and my cousins where close but they moved abroad and they got their own cousins ra not close to me, ki mailey nai msg garna paryo no msg no call nothing. So, yei karan le maan ko kura yaha pokhe chu. Padhdinu bhayo dhanyabad.
Am I the wrong one here? What should I do. If you're from similar situation or have escaped this situation to a better life, bhandinu hola, it would help a lot. Thank you.