u/ComfortInAbsence

I went to watch a video where the highest quality was like 2100p or so, I dont really know and after a second to downgraded it to 480p automatically.... Its not like my phone cant take it, I've watch hundreds of videos with this resolution. The frustrating part is that if I go to change it it will so that the max is 480p. It has happened a lot of times and im genuinely tired of this app

Lately I was thinking of pushing them away. I dont feel okay with myself and the things I have said behind their backs for 2 years now. I thought I changed but no, im still the same person, noticing only their flaws and feeling uncomfortable/hatred for them. I know i royally screwed up and so I wanna leave for my health. We had planned a vacation for this summer and last night I announced that for "personal reasons" I wont be able to go. I feel even worse now, but for 2 years I felt like I had to do something. Lately its been on my mind so much, I feel like im gonna have a heart attack, my head hurts

This shit is impossible with the no upgrades run, im basicallygetting fucked from both holes. Im all about getting good but the apes are crazy. Aren't they supposed to NOT attack together? I cant separate them and the god damn camera angle wont help either. Any way to cheese it? Im losing my sanity over here...

Even tho I have some friends, which i dont think really give a fuck about me since they only talk to me face to face but never actually reply or send messages, I do wanna pull away. I dont like the situation i am in, I feel more alone than ever the past days. I dont go out, no one invites me but I do see and hear that my friends do go out(not as a group, individually). I brother has stated multiple times how miserable I am from making friends like them. I remember I only had and have one true friend but he moved to another city. To every friend group I have been in, either they would make fun of me, ignore me or give enough attention so I can complain. I feel worthless evrytime I speak bad about them because of how angry they make me

Yeah, i just finished watching a silent voice. It was great, my first time watching animated too, so great start. Anyways, my problem is that the movie reminded me that I dont have a good relationship with my friends, I always feel and act some type of way that is affecting my relationship with them, I have very few that I know they are my friends and I like them. I tried for years to change myself so I would like the new me, but turns out I dont myself at all, whatever I do. I dont know what else to do, I feel so alone yet I have enough people in my life to get out of my misery or not, thats not for me to decide. I dont wanna be ungrateful but what else can I do, I feel this pressure so much for years now. My best friend moved 3 years ago, even tho we are still in contact and our bond stronger than ever its just not the same.