u/ComfyWritter

Today I taught a class on Multiple Intelligence and we ended up discussing different Personality Types. I have never seen my students so happy and interactive than ever until this day and topic. Turned out to be my most productive day!

I have been in the "This isn't for me"slump in my teaching career but today gave me a great burst of energy seeing my students so excited to share their personality types and the topic in general! I didn't expect for them to be so into it either!.

Heya Infp just want to vent as always, I was chilling in the TCGPokemon Subbreddit and was sharing how I had an amazing day last month during a cardshow. I'm not familar with all the booster packs and stuff, Even shared show a couple of dudes helped me complete my first eeveelution. Then I came back and found I got downvoted twice?! Idk why, I'll put my post under the comment section.

I think I should finally share this to someone other than just my only friend / former co-worker who had the same experience as me. Please Read to the end and share yours if you have any experience like mine so I know I'm not the only one.

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I had a VERY VERY vivid dream *que visualization* about like some apocalyptic scenario or like anarchy typa shiz. I do not know how it went to that kind of dream scenario but it did...It did. A giant GUNDAM like creature was acting like Godzilla in a city. And I was in a tall crumbling skyscraper with what I would have described as men in modern armor, Like vest and holsters and stuff with Jeans and black pants or whatever. I was CLIMBING the stairs *like why?! why?!,* my chest literally thumping so loudly as I catch my breathe as I ran up the stairs along these men. but one man was literally holding on to me for dear life, Like I was being protected against all of the chaos AND YES....I FELT SAFE WITH WHOEVER THAT MYSTERY MAN WAS! And It's funny too because I had 2 instances where I woke up lightly *because I had to pee but chpse not too lol* and returned back to the same dream scenario where I KISSED THIS MAN *not gently but lit made out with him*even pulled him into a room. For dear life BOTH TIMES....and it's so very vivid like I felt the press on my lips *I'm not cray cray I swear!!!* And I know for a fact somehow that the man was German....I'M NOT FREAKING LYING BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE AT FIRST EITHER.

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Until I found out the dream of my other friend who had a vivid dream of being married to a Japanese Man, I kept asking her if she was sure that the guy in her dream was Japanese *Because Ngl I was trying to make sense of My dream too* But she kepts sayingnshe was SURE SURE, like she has never been more sure the man in her dream was Japanese. She mentioned she had a clip dream of multiple scenarios with being with the JP man in one night.

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So I was like....Wait....HOLD UP! WE'RE BOTH CRAY CRAY! (That last statement was sarcasm)

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And this was before I got into learning German because of a Certain Call of Duty Character (Okay He might be Austrian-German but don't hate on me) And I literally forgot I had that dream until I chatted with that same friend again. And it's getting kinda....Well not creepy... Whimsical? , superstitious? a gut feeling? about it because this wasn't the first dream I had where I woke up bruised and feeling empty. I had a painful dream *not sad type* where I fell off a bldg and sprouted wings and woke up with a very painful back, Not the entire back but just the sides where I sprouted feathers and bones, Even the sound of bones was so vivid and I swear I'm getting to a point where I feel like....

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What is happening? My back is itchy ,red and bruised from a dream I did not expect to have turn....Angelic?! And Suddenly A month later I'm having apocalyptic Transformers taking over the world scenario with romance in the BG with a Deutsch speaking face blurry man that when I woke up I felt like crying all day because It felt like losing the love of my life even though I can swear that it was a dream!!!

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Okay this sounded like a rant. But I am exhausted feeling these weird thing in my chest everytime I think about it! Like I was ripped from something from that dream Literally, And not knowing why might be driving me cray cray. I know I saw the face in my dream but when I woke up it feels so blurry and I was wanna pull my hair out in annoyance of not knowing who he was! my standard has been put so high not from a fictional character, BUT A MAN IN MY FREAKING DREAM!!! And the Emotions behind the dream, I was angry at him, Crying with him scared, Like all the spectrum of emotions during a would have been scenario.

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Pretty please share if you had something like this as well?Like waking up with literal feeling or sign from your dream because I really don't think I'm the only one.

So....Sad encounter yesterday. Let me give a brief context. In our usual local overpass is a giant electrical pole with small holes. When you go down the stairs you pass by these holes and they have....BEES! calm and friendly bees! No one touches the bees usually. They bunch up at night into cute little snuggle hive since the colony is pretty small. But yesterday!!! YESTERDAY SOMEONE STUFFED THE HOLE AND ENDED THE BEES!!!

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I'm pretty sure it's the bumbays, I can't explain what bumabys are because it's like...Homeless people but not really? Alm seekers but scammers if that makes sense? And since at the other end of the overpass is a Mall, A lot of bumbays hang around even though they aren't usually allowed in since they pretty much harass people for money and food. I spotted a couple of them harass the bees but usually there's a guard stationed on the overpass for security reasons ( It connects a school and a mall) but yesterday there wasn't anyone stationed.

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When I go home I usually greet the cute little hive when I pass by but yesterday....YESTERDAY!!! they were gone!!!! And I'm not pointing fingers and saying, "How are you sure it's the bumbays?" Well instead the medicine sniffing white powder, We have a shoe glue called RUGBY, that actually gets you pretty much the same reaction as the puffy white stuff but instead it smell like rubber burning your brain(It's a common household item too)

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I could smell the rugby on the plastic where the bees used to stay on!!! If you know the smell of it, then you know! They stuffed it in the hole and you could be d3àd bees everywhere! I'm so angry and sad because they were such a small colony, Friendly too, They just picked the wrong place to make a hive of all places.

Hi again reddit! It's been a while since I went to chill here in the infp subreddit. Good news! I started work in a better place now! The pay is twice than my former place but still not amazing. Here's a comparison( Old: $122 or ₱7,500 a month| New:$235 or ₱14,500 a month) but Dollar isn't really the currency in my country I just want to put a comparison out there.

I'm a 23(F) from the Philippines and I have always had a hobby similar to my brother. Games, Computers, Coding and more. It's not a secret either but my mom thinks it's just a phase or something for a girl to be playing and having hobbies into computer and PC building. I do like make-up ,skin care and dress up but it's not as exciting as Playing Skyrim or MW4. I even do cosplays and art along side being a downword delulu for the Modern Warfare lore.(Because why not?!)

So here's what happened, My mom finally letting me use her credit card for a new laptop, My old one is literally falling apart. No kidding the case itself is broken and randomly sleeps even in the middle of my gameplays or former schoolworks. The laptop I fell inlove with is the MSI THIN. (My brother helped me looked at specs still since I'm not 100% confident in my choices)

Side note: Why can't i just get a PC instead? My mom won't let me, Her words are "You can't bring that to your work" So she'd rather I have a laptop,but the thing is she wants a laptop based on HER LIKES, And cheap and in my head I kept thinking

"Why am I going to put money in a laptop *I* won't be able to enjoy?and will be paying for?" She wants me to get a laptop that's just purely for work because she still thinks after finally *"adulting"* I'll magically stop liking games and cosplaying and art and stuff. But I'm really not like that, I love my hobbies and stuff like that. It's not even an issue of "will I be paying on time" because I often give her *My pocketmoney* when the family needs it. So she knows I pay on time and contribute even though she always tells me that I don't need to. but now i'm starting to think that If I stopped contributing she'll think I'm being selfish, (PS im not an only child, i have a brother butvhe has a family of his own already)

So now I told her "I don't need a laptop anymore, My work has a PC for us to use already,But Now I'm not buying a laptop anymore and going for the PC since you won't help me get the laptop I want for myself"She got pissy ,My brother keeps mumbling to me "What did I do?"All I said was "Adulting". I'm not rich at all. But I don't really have a long list of things of things I want to buy either except for the PC/Laptop/Gadget for playing games.

Growing up I wasn't even allowed to be In computer shops. So i guess The want to having my own space for playing has been growing in me for a long time.

No hate to my mom I love her and understand where she comes from and I'm not sharing that inner detail on reddit because its not for me to share but she can really be really disheartening towards my other hobbies. She fully supports my cosplaying and stuff but not my interest to having a PC. I mean it could be my strong interest to going abroad but I know its not that...She just thinKs a girl like me should have a girlie laptop instead of a big bulky PC.

AGAIN NO HATING ON MY MOM!!! I'll be really sad if anyone says anything mean! This is just my vent, Maybe I'll still manage to convince her to get the Gaming Laptop but my interest for my own PC is still strong, PS my brother is aware of the stuff going and thinks I'm both right and wrong in some parts and I get it. A laptop is more flexible for someone like me, And he knows I love PCs too and is supportive of me having one, He even gave me options of having a set up like him , A laptop and monitor and accessories. But A PC is a more permanent home option, If I ever want to go to my dream country -Germany- I should get a laptop instead.

But still! I'm not getting a lower grade laptop which I'll be paying for (For 1 or possibly 2 years) and regret it because its the one my mom wants rather than what I want!

Thanks for reading to the end and for letting me get some pent up anxiety and frustrations out.