u/Commercial_Pack4650

I’m 15m and I’ve never felt the need or urge to jerk off.

I was sexually assaulted by a friend when I was 11, I’ve made other posts explaining it in depth but this post is wondering about potential symptoms. A lot of nights I wake up having wet the bed and feeling sick for no reason, whenever the thought of anything sexual comes to mind or someone else mentions it I genuinely feel like I’m gonna puke or I do puke, and I NEED to sleep with a hot waterbottle or something warm just to feel safe enough to sleep.

WARNING: technically this discusses SA involving a minor. Before I was sexually assaulted I used to make jokes about inappropriate things a lot with my friends, nothing offensive but like weirdly freaky stuff. But I have noticed that after I was sexually assaulted I started hating those jokes and they made me feel unsafe around those who I love dearly. Another thing is after my SA just the thought of anything remotely sexual makes me want to throw up, I sometimes even refuse to look at myself. I was SA’d relatively young, around 11-12 years old give or take and now I want to move on with my life but I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for anything intimate. If anyone has advice or anything please respond to this.

WARNING: technically this discusses SA involving a minor. Before I was sexually assaulted I used to make jokes about inappropriate things a lot with my friends, nothing offensive but like weirdly freaky stuff. But I have noticed that after I was sexually assaulted I started hating those jokes and they made me feel unsafe around those who I love dearly. Another thing is after my SA just the thought of anything remotely sexual makes me want to throw up, I sometimes even refuse to look at myself. I was SA’d relatively young, around 11-12 years old give or take and now I want to move on with my life but I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for anything intimate. If anyone has advice or anything please respond to this.

WARNING: technically this discusses SA involving a minor. Before I was sexually assaulted I used to make jokes about inappropriate things a lot with my friends, nothing offensive but like weirdly freaky stuff. But I have noticed that after I was sexually assaulted I started hating those jokes and they made me feel unsafe around those who I love dearly. Another thing is after my SA just the thought of anything remotely sexual makes me want to throw up, I sometimes even refuse to look at myself. I was SA’d relatively young, around 11-12 years old give or take and now I want to move on with my life but I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for anything intimate. If anyone has advice or anything please respond to this.

WARNING: technically this discusses SA involving a minor. Before I was sexually assaulted I used to make jokes about inappropriate things a lot with my friends, nothing offensive but like weirdly freaky stuff. But I have noticed that after I was sexually assaulted I started hating those jokes and they made me feel unsafe around those who I love dearly. Another thing is after my SA just the thought of anything remotely sexual makes me want to throw up, I sometimes even refuse to look at myself. I was SA’d relatively young, around 11-12 years old give or take and now I want to move on with my life but I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for anything intimate. If anyone has advice or anything please respond to this.

WARNING: technically this discusses SA involving a minor. Before I was sexually assaulted I used to make jokes about inappropriate things a lot with my friends, nothing offensive but like weirdly freaky stuff. But I have noticed that after I was sexually assaulted I started hating those jokes and they made me feel unsafe around those who I love dearly. Another thing is after my SA just the thought of anything remotely sexual makes me want to throw up, I sometimes even refuse to look at myself. I was SA’d relatively young, around 11-12 years old give or take and now I want to move on with my life but I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for anything intimate. If anyone has advice or anything please respond to this.