u/CommitteeReady1458

Well tonight’s the night - back in the scene. First proper date since last relationship.

Been single since January this year. I’m 39M, ex was 48F. I tried keeping the door open for her, however only met with cryptic shadow profiles. Sorry - recommend you behave like an adult rather than a teenager. Life will just keep passing you by.

J

I'm here. I never stopped loving you. I sift through various messages/posts hoping, often disappointed that I never find you.
You know who this is.

I see some posts that suggest it could be you, however it then eludes to some version where I am apparently being unfaithful - not the case. If you've concocted some version and you choose to listen to it without speaking to me, then that's on you.

I am becoming tired of this cat and mouse game. I have reconnected with friends from a previous life, and thus no longer have much purpose for social media.

Again... so there's no confusion. I love you. I want you. Everything can be worked out. I only want a future with you and to build a future with you. Of course since you left in Jan, I have been on dates, I have tried to get back out there, however it's proving to be pointless, because they are not you! xx

If we did restart our relationship, i can guarantee you nothing but total commitment at my end. I have some great ideas going forward, and definitely not living apart like before.

I'm not waiting around though unless you and I talk - I need sanity. You reassurance directly (no fake profiles) would ensure certainty from my perspective.

The ball is entirely in your court.