u/Competitive_Dream952

Hi! Im looking for people who might be interested in starting a band, or just getting together and playing some songs to see how it goes (I am 23F, living in Ljubljana)
I’ve never been in a band before, so this is honestly just an idea for now
I’d originally like to sing, but I can also play guitar for some songs.
We could switch depending on the song and what works best
Music-wise I’m into a mix of alternative rock, grunge, metal, emo, post-hardcore, pop punk..
I listen to a lot of genres but I feel like my voice fits the Avril Lavigne/Paramore kind of sound best.

I’m not really looking to stick to one specific genre though, I have a mixed list of songs I would like to try, and I can send the list to anyone who’s interested
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I was thinking about hidden messages in
cartoons I have watched in my childhood
Disney has this, but many other as well
(similar to celebrities and their music videos too)

I had a lot of conversations with my mom about this and I was always confused - what do "they" gain from it?
Yeah, Im an adult now and I see that shit was fucked up in a way I couldnt understand when I was a child and I shouldnt, thanks

She always told me its because its our subconscious that will remember, not the conscious self.
Celebrities also communicate through symbolism. That is the only way they can, I guess.
Symbolism is a hidden language of elites.

Now think about it all.
Not sure who was controlling the world but, why would they give us hints? To prove how we dont pay attention at all.

The cartoons have changed through time a lot, ive seen literal crap on the tv recently, they are too fast to process, and the aesthetic is just so chaotic, the colors of it... no wonder why we have more and more mentally unstable people.
They affect us a lot and they have a strong psychological effect on us as we are growing up (if we are watching them).

Add whatever you would like.

I remember the week the word "selfie" became a thing and I want to tell you about it
I was in elementary school I had my first Alcatel, my first touch screen ( i think i only had a back camera).
The touchscreens were just starting to get popular, and and not everyone had money for an Iphone, so having a front camera was rare, but we would all share phones.
Us girls would take pictures on Retrica with out back cameras and it would always be used like a real camera

One day I was with my dad and, as we were going to the car we saw a few girls, and one of them separated from them when me and my dad passed by.
She was holding a big phone to her face and taking a picture, with one arm up and you could see on the picture that she is alone and this was fully intentional
Hahah ik i sound funny but try to imagine it from mine and my dads head
We were in shock and my dad looked at me and said "selfieee" and i said "what is that actually?"
I thought the word selfie came from that song that was released at the same time, but hearing and seeing what a "selfie" is was sooooo weird and i dont know how to explain it guys

I also wanted to add that, from the beginning of techonology to today, especially with the developement of smart phones, we have changed with it, and are extremely easy to feel desensitized
On one subbreddit I saw how it screams ego if somebody has their picture as their lock screen
Back then, people didnt even know how to use it and that wasnt considered egocentric, we were like "this is me, this is my phone"😭

This brought me to a question
Do you agree that with time we kind of lost touch with what is reality and how the social media and internet have changed us and what we think is "normal"

Do you feel this?
Waking up, realizing you lived another life in a dream, being confused with using time, "going" somewhere to finish a task, then looking at the sky with the moon/stars/sun, seeing the nature that is alive and being actively conscious?
none of this is explainable, and nobody will ever comprehend what the fuck is happening?
I cannot live a normal life focusing on those "tasks" (everything humanly made) anymore without thinking manually about everything and having this weird feeling about existence

I thought about how humans as conscious beings are put into this world confused, not even choosing life, not choosing death and not choosing the destiny.
We die after spending our lives with many questions unanswered, knowing our lives will end one day, but we dont know when and how.
Everything is beyond our comprehension and this is our first and last time living in this shape so I always felt its tragic and bittersweet to be a human, and its not easy at all carrying the weight of knowing this truth

I could sound crazy (or, whats considered crazy).
To me, its crazy to be an npc
We all questioned the universe and all of this since we were little, probably went through an existentional crisis as well, but i feel that at some point we start living automatically and we stop noticing, having this creativity and belief in our own selective thinking.
Its so important, because I believe that we are absolutely brainwashed and easy to manipulate.
I have many theories on what our reality is, and please tell me yours, but, whatever you tell me, and whatever the truth is.. im terrified.

But I love this universe and the presence of life
And I love my life, myself and my reality so im sad it will end.
since everything is so visibly magical, the positive thing in all of it is, I believe in some type of peaceful afterlife. Or just reproduction. Like we are Earths energy cells.

do you think mcdonalds ever sold human meat