u/Conscious_End_7012

Like I was saying, since the beginning of the tapes, I had been getting a sensation in the middle of my eyebrows. It’s been there since a while, since years now tbh if we go back far enough, whenever I have meditated or have been focused when thinking.

This morning, I finally transcended it listening to the NVC II tape. It suddenly opened up and dispersed and then went away, followed by a cooling sensation. Then it came back again, and then went again and then came another cooling sensation on my head and then it repeated one more time before the cooling sensation came again and now, there’s nothing on it.

It’s radiated to the top of my head, I think. I had some doubts related to nvc and didn’t exactly know what I was doing since nvc I. During my second time listening to nvc I a couple days ago, I even encountered a scary face in a location I am not that familiar with when Robert guides us to be open to receiving messages in non verbal form. I saw this on looking house, typical of the older houses of Haryana and Punjab, the region I am from. And then I saw this green faced woman with a large tongue and animalistic teeth turning her face and looking at me.

I didn’t think much of it or get scared and simply moved on and finished the tape. I was gonna make a post on that originally m asking for answers but this seemed to be the more pressing issue for me atm.

Usually before my sessions, I do Wim hof breathing too, two sets of 40 reps but i could not this morning due to the brevity of time. When I did jump into this though, this happened. Like I said before, it radiated to the top of my head. I finished the last tape of this series, adventure I think. It was about the continuum of consciousness. I tried to get a feel of that sensation on the top of my head too but I think this is gonna be here for a while like the forehead one.

Ik that a lot of you might tell me that it would imply something with my ajnaya chakra but I am someone who’s aware of the risks associated with kundalini activation and n how dangerous it could be if not done with someone more experienced next to you and if it indeed is that and has radiated to my crown chakra now, should it not have been starting with my mooladhar/root chakra to begin with?

Would love any input and advice, thanks.

Are you supposed to “hear” something when doing this? Or are we just thinking that someone is saying something to us? Is it supposed to be text? I was actually scared shitless when doing this tape. I normally am not when doing the tapes but for some reason, my mind kept screaming demonic possession going into it. Also doesn’t help that I was doing vectors before it and despite never having an obe before, my body was vibrating crazy listening to it.

I vaguely remember seeing beautiful bluish middle eastern architecture during my search for answers to questions 1-3, but during the 4th one, I could swear I almost hear the voice of an Indian lady with a thick South Indian accent telling me something about “brave” or something before I pushed that voice outside of my rebal due to my fear. Once the tape finished, within 5 minutes of walking around, the word “prophet” just came to me like it was supposed to be the answer to one of the questions.

I am kinda even scared to go to sleep tonight. Idk why this is happening. I did Wim hof breathing before the tapes too, if that helps with the context.

I chose to give up finally and it’s probably the most satisfied i have been. No more checking on my phone for texts back and no more hoping for anything in the future. I finally stepped off the dating market. I gave up and I have never been happier.

I find myself to be somewhat spiritual and these past days, I have been recollecting events from my past, every time I have tried and failed and I realised one thing: sometimes, the universe is screaming in your face that this is not meant for you. I am choosing to listen to that finally.

Tesla died single and he probably achieved more than anything I will ever amount to, not that I am unhappy with my life, at least not anymore. There will be someone more handsome or more capable, or even younger. I have enough on my plate to never think about or try to get into relationships again. The only sexual experience I had was traumatic in nature and it happened when I wasn’t an adult or a willing participant. Since then, I have only made out with girls and there was always something preventing me from moving forward, either the logistics, their preference or any reason that retrospectively seems justified.

I have decided to stop letting it affect my life anymore. I am okay with dying single too and still living a fulfilling life until the end. I have a good practise professionally and I have my own personal gym with the most advanced equipment I could have imagined 10 years ago. I have abs and I can still pull up for 8 reps with 50 kgs added onto my belt. Also, I fight and indulge in martial arts, and travel all over the world leaning from the best when I can. I read and have a huge backlog of both books and comics, and also a significant amount of video games. I will probably find myself more invested in that now when I have time. And it’s a solid life. I should not be complaining when I have this much already.

When you think about it, with the billions already on the planet, some of us are bound to stay single just based on the numbers alone and it’s okay knowing and realizing that. That’s all I had to say. I hope anyone reading this finds comfort in their own single lives too. It’s not that you don’t deserve it but that you have a life already which you can be happy in when you look into it.

Was doing some free flow f10 in wave 1 discovery. At first, I was very calm and almost falling into sleep because of being a little sleep deprived. But then, I tried to make myself more stable and just be in f10 for as long as I could and suddenly, this giant dragon like thing with red eyes and some really big sharp teeth appeared before me. I had my REBAL on, so i wasn’t scared.

It seemed to be smiling like a little mischievously. At first, I even thought it could be a bad entity with bad goals for me but I realized it was just having fun at my initial fear and then started roaming around me. For scale, when it came really close to me, I think I could barely measure up to even its eye which could be as big as 30 feet. It was a big unit and it said something in a different language or communication pattern. The sound had a big reverb to it and somehow, i understood it to be saying something on the lines of, “be seeing you again”. It disappeared afterwards. It lasted for a few minutes, if not moments.

Personality wise, I would say it was a lot like the nine tailed fox from Naruto. Appearance wise too, I would compare it to the classical depictions of Asian dragons more than the European ones. It was dark coloured, greenish afaik.

Let me know if you have had similar experiences.

Like the post says. So I had already achieved them but during a routine stretch, while I begin my final descent into the position, I slipped into it after losing control because of the slippery floor. The pain is in the area connecting my left butt and back of my left thigh. It’s entirely on the left leg.

I noticed pain when doing the front split with the left leg too, so I don’t do that either. Since pancake works the adductors, I am not doing that either. At present, I am only doing right front splits. It’s already been more than a week. I fear starting over when I fully heal.

Also, 4 days after the injury when I tried it, I noticed, my right leg going into the middle split position but left one keeping me upwards. I am a man btw, if that helps. Have been thinking of going to the physio too over it.