u/Consistent_Taro_4418

How do you know you have a great idea?

I wanted to write from the perspective of a queen bee. I enjoyed cliques like the Fashion Club from Daria, Plastics from Mean Girls, Ashley's from Recess.

I really love the tropical island as a setting and I like the idea of uniformed coed private schools.

The main character is a Daddy's girl with rich older parents. Her parents are old enough to be her grandparents. She is darker skinned than her parents and wonders the true origin of her heritage.

I do not know anything else. I wanted to name her Victoria Alexander after Queen Victoria and Alexander the Great.

What's missing? Does this sound subversive to the original cliche queen bee trope?

I feel self conscious. I feel very vulnerable during sex. The only time I had good intimacy was with a friend had known since I was a teen.

Idk how crazy I am. I am quite socially awkward in real life, clumsy, low confidence - I love to imagine someone confident, graceful, poised, self-contained, and independent.

I am so expressive and a blabbermouth.

I feel so tired and prone to tears. Worst of all I feel guilty for this. I feel much more irritable and hurt by others words and actions.

My appetite increases and craving for sweets, I become annoyed by comments from family.

I definitely need to lose weight.

During pms, I am so bloated and constipated I have back pain and I look a few months pregnant.

I found out an old high school girl has a famous YouTube account. I wanted to share it with my friend. So I submitted pictures as proof. Her last name had changed.

My friend tends to be skeptical. She probably wouldn't have believed me or told me I'm wrong because of the change in last name. I know I sound crazy so I submitted online images of wedding pics and old family pics as proof.

My friend responses was that I was too nosy and I need hobbies.

We generally contact each other and tell each other like oh my i just ran into an old friend.

I thought her response was too bitchy. I only submitted the pics as evidence because I suspect she would have dismissed me as being wrong.

1. I can react too sensitively about things and take things too personally

2. I moved back in with my father and I have tried calculating the cost to finally be able to buy my own car and currently it seems insurmountable.

3. I see all my flaws, failures, and insecurities - I highly doubt I will overcome them in one day

4. I cannot change others or get them to listen to me. I feel like suicide is the best option. I will finally feel free and won't have to hear criticism anymore

5. I think I'm suffering from depression. I feel like sleeping a lot, unmotivated, I feel so tired for no reason. I feel so guilty for this.

I'm such a worrier. I overthink things. My family and friends think I can be draining with my ruminations.

I cannot even find peace during church. I start thinking about an important email I need to send, what I should cook for dinner, and laundry 🧺 .

Will fasting improve this?