u/Consistent_Volume948

whenever i have a problem all i do and ignore it and run away. leaving my partner astray and confused. i avpid him whenever i go thru smthn with my mental health to not "bother" him even tho ik he'd want to know it.

i've cut off my friend who was at her lowest. i did have my reasons though, she did become a second link knowingly and stuff but my head tells me that she was nothing but kind to me even tho she wasn't to other ppl yet i cut her off.

when my partner offers me help or tells me that i deserve this and that, i genuinely don't believe that deserve it. hence, i have pushed him away, hurting him.

sometimes i comfort myself by thinking that he'll get tired of me one day, it's okay. i know it's not and i know he ain't really going anywhere since he's a really really good guy. and i feel so bad that im doing this to him.

whenever i try to help myself, i just give up and think what's the point? i can't even see myself living past uni.

i don't even know anymore. my day has been so bad, and somehow kept getting worse. i'm spiraling so bad, and i'm in the brink of relapse. i hate everything that has to do today, i wish won't even wake up tomorrow anymore and just escape from everything.

i just wanna feel happy, and at peace. please. why does it always have to be me. i'm trying my best every single day, i put on my best self yet bad things keep happening go me. am i that derseving of such things? do i not deserve any moment of joy or award?

i just wish it would stop...

Hello, I need some help regarding with the refunding of GCash. Last April 22, I got charged with a 1,990 transaction through GCash. I immediately called their call hotline and said that they cannot refund it due to changes in their policy and should refund through google where the transaction was made.

I did process a refund through google yet, after 1 week it did not go through since they cannot detect any fraudulent activities and should contact GCash instead.

I contacted GCash and reffered me AGAIN to google, which I did and ANOTHER week later, got denied refund again.

During the first call to GCash, I got informed that the payment was through a Bible App Subscription (not religious btw lol) which I did not find any traces of the purchase through any of my google accounts. I did not recieve an email, no history in my accounts, no SMS OTP confirmation, nothing.

Now, I'm incredibly frustrated. GCash keeps stating they can't refund because of "recent policy" changes and it's out of their control. Yet, google can't find anything wrong because in not any of my accounts. I'm stuck in this cycle, and I need some help.

i've been getting so much urges to cut lately, i've been clean for 5+ years now. i wanna do it badly before i completely lose my mind. i used to do it on my wrists but i know my friends will see if i do and ask about it. i dont wanna talk about it. i wanna do it so bad but idk where.

Hello! I'm a 19F and would like to get some opinion to what to incorporate into my skincare routine. Currently my routine is very simple only the Cetaphil Gentle Cleanser, and the Cerave SPF 50 Sunscreen Moisterizer since my skin isn't very high maintenance. I use both twice a day. I only breakout in my lower jaw area due to hormones when my red days are near.

But due to those breakouts, I've developed some dark and red spots in those very areas (not much but definitely something I wanna improve on) and was wondering what I could add to my routine to lessen those and maybe even, if possible—minimize my breakouts during my hormone spikes which I know is better managed using medicine from a dermatologist but I don't have enough money to get check out yet so that's out of the question. So, I'm resorting to minimizing it while I can, I've used the Ponds Niasorcinol Day Cream for a good while—gone through like 3 bottles but found out it doesn't really help my skin that much and I didn't like the texture that much.

Any insight would be much appreciated, thank you!!