u/Content-Bobcat9893

i passed with 0 mistakes!! i cant wait to get my license

for context, im a upcoming junior marimba player. last year (or this year i guess) i got close with a few seniors and one junior. the junior told me near the end of marching band that they were quitting. it didnt hit me until this season started (after indoor percussion season) that i wouldnt have my buddy anymore. the one person that kept me sane and was next to me (figuratively and literally) through both marching band and indoor. with the seniors, it didnt hit me until auditions started as well. like theyre gone. i feel so lonely even though i have friends. i dont wanna make friends with the underclassmen cause i dont wanna look like a creep. i need help, because its gonna be worse next year

every day i wake up and am immediately anxious and dizzy and tired. this goes on for all day. i take medicine (zoloft specifically) but it doesnt seem to help. i just feel like passing out all school day and i never get better. my heart pounds and my ribs hurt and i feel like im dying. what am i supposed to do im only 16. please help

it was almost two years ago and i havent been able to heal like at all. i need help