u/Cool-Middle5134

Starting 5mg tonight any advice ? Scared of side effects but I know it’s a low dose

I have had a friend for 10 years, and im her maid of honor this year in Spain.

A few months back i started working for her and her husband full time (risky) and the jobs been great and professional with her husband, however my friend keeps lashing out, messing up everything I help her with or yelling at the both of us. She keeps talking to me like im extremely stupid and it’s making me dislike her.

She does have a lot going on right now she’s working 5 jobs and has a wedding this year but that’s a CHOICE to work that many jobs and get married in the same year and to treat people like that. She talks to everyone in her life this way, however i won’t allow it. Im 29 and only want people in my life who treat me well at this point, i want peace, not a friend who treats me like this.

I have severe travel anxiety and i was going to try medication just to get to her wedding, but the more she treats me like this the more i wonder why im even going .

How should i handle this situation ? The work part is risky so maybe i should look for other jobs .