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I'm a selectively introverted person who don't usually talk to people in real life. I only talk when someone initiates the convo. That makes my phone one of the driest ones. With no messages. I usually reply within minute's. That makes people think im clingy.

I dont really have any female friends that i chat with on a regular basis. People stalk my profile and won't message.

Im super bored.

How can i find someone to chat with. To be friends.

If anyone feels bored or lonely feel free to message.

Lets talk about all kinds of stuffs.

But please be honest. I really like brutal honesty.

I always say, slice me up with the sword of truth.

Hey, I'm super bored anyone wanna be friends. We can chat on reddit or on insta. Talk to me about anything, ill listen.

Even if you don't dm or comment, ladies can you poll on karma so i could know how many female are here.

I really think reddits full of males like me looking for some girls to chat with.

PS: I have a very limited number female friends.

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We crossed paths in an unexpected way, Never in my life would i have thought i would find someone to talk to by using palphone, If it wasn't for Appu chettan i would never have used it.

Anyways i found you, became bestfriends. Called day and night without a single break or boredom. You kinda really helped me through those tough times. All that Antidepressants and deaddiction meds were fucking with my mind. I was gaining weight rapidly. But my greatest was none of them than loneliness.

You made it disappear.

But now im writing this letter to ask you something. Did ever see me as a friend. Or as just a psychiatric patient whom you thought you could cure. Even though you were a doctor of medicine. I hardly believe you found out my cure. If you had, you wouldn't have left like that.

And by the way, The trip to the Himalayas was awsome. I came back and went back again. Was able to lose weight from 96 kg to 75 kg.

Hope you are doing good back home in the UK.

You came unannounced and left the same way. But that time in between for me was a life saver.

I always look up to you. Even though we are the same age we are worlds apart . Thanks for everything. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹. You will forever be in my memories ❤️

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Soooooo, i recently posted about wanting someone to go on a date to kadambrayar, which was a ecotourism spot near my hometown.

I had some dm's. And i choose the first person as my date. After a some basic chats we confirmed to go out the next day. Eventhough i mentioned my name she was hesitant to say hers. I never made it a big deal.

So the next day came and she texted me she was at edappally lulu. I was also near, at kalamassery so i said ok and went to pick her up

I went to the foodcourt area and waited near the laser tag venue so she could come to me, waited for hardly 10 min and she came to me.

We said helloo and the next moment she grabbed my arm and just straight up strated flirting. Not like the usual flirting the hard ones.

We went to the underground parking to get to the car and then again she started to pinch me and hit me. I know its just flirting and all but we don't even know each other.. She didn't even say her name. I felt totally distant when she was feeling like home.

Maybe its my problem, for not being close. As i treat my personal space as seriously mine. And won't try to get into others. She then started to get her hands on my beard as well as my hair. This kind of made me step back and i told her about the problem.

She never cared. She started touching me more..

Seeing no difference i went on with it. Asked her, shall we go to kadambrayar, she was hesitant. Soo i picked a nearby place by my self which was kadamakkudy. Unlike kadambrayar we can't walk in kadambrayar as it don't have a walkway. We went to kadamakkudy.

On the way she said, she was on her periods and had some health problems. That kinda explained how she behaved and i totally got it. From then i just went on with everything that happened.

We got to kadambrayar, had some food from the shaap ( Toddy shop ) which was ssooooo spicy. Had an icecream, which she suggested we should share, but i didn't. Be both had one for each. Soo thats a hard noo

On our way back, she started being silent and said i didn't talk to her. She became moody and dull. Soo i sang some song and acted more talkative.

At the end of our trip when i was about to drop her to her hostel she became more active. Asked whether i would call her again or i see her. Bit me and asked for a hug.

I hugged her and she kissed me in my cheeks. Even asked for a kiss back and i said no. Hmmm looking back to it. I am kinda nerdy. I should have given her a kiss.

Anyways i dropped her said bye and went back home.

M4F 26

Have you ever been to kadambrayar, As someone born in kochi, kalamassery. Kadambrayar was one of our spots for hanging out. Our first trip was to kadambrayar. The nearest ecotourism spot.

It used to have houseboats and speedboats. It all went down a few years before the flood. But now the tourism department has started a kayaking service.

Ive been planning for a kayaking for a loong time. My friends are all busy and they say whats there to see in kadambrayar. For me its just not memories. Its an emotion. I know it doesn't look like it used to.

But its still beautiful.

Anyone interested to join me on a kayaking trip to kadambrayar.

Last time i checked it was 450 ₹ for 2 hour kayaking.

Timings are early morning and late evenings.

Personally i prefer the morning ones cus. Have you seen how beautiful it looks in the morning. If its not a bad day, the fileds should be covered in mist. Its just soooo good.

If anyones interested DM. ❤️

How do people get into relationships. I was born and brought up in kochi, A need for a relationship never came to my mind untill like i was 22 years old. Like for 22 years of my life i never felt lonely, but after graduating from collage my life felt empty. Most of my friends went on with their life choosing different ways.

Now im 26 years old. after, god knows how much situationships. I feel empty. I no longer approach any women. Even if they stare me down to hell, i just look dead in the eye and move on. Its the same shit repeating every time.

They come looking for my looks and just leaves me when they know how vulnerable i am. All that tough guy vibes just disappears when they finds how soft I'm inside.

Is it true that, we should never show our weakness in front of the girl whom we love. I've read that its like bleeding next to a shark. They just tears you apart. Or am i the problem for showing weakness.

Do men always have to be tough and cold.

Even though i have a hard shiny shell, im soft inside.

Am i the problem.??????

Or do i have to tell them that, i show my weakness only to my loved ones. That i give them the power to destroy me, only to see what they would do with it.

Hey, im looking for a female girl. Ill pay you money to teach me how to have sex. Malayali girls preferred

Im looking for someone to spend my time playing pubg. Used to play pubg before covid but now im a noob. Pro players prefered so i can stay besides them