u/CrazyWriterGirl

So, I got back into art a few months ago so my art skills are lacking (why are hands so freaking hard?!) And I kinda want to draw them especially since a few of them are more obscure and have like no merch. But I'm absolutely terrified of butchering it.

I've tried to convince myself that they wouldn't mind and would understand and appreciate the attempt but I can't convince myself 😭

I honestly don't know why. It's hard to describe the feeling, but it's only if something is scraping against anything porcelain.

Nobody I've met in real life seems to get this.

Wine is made from grapes, grape juice is made from grapes. So do they taste the same but wine has a bit of an alcoholic taste too?

(I have never had alcohol before and don't plan on ever having any but was curious.)

Edit: Thanks for the answers everyone. I am curious as to why I'm being downvoted though. This is a genuine question.

Edit 2: To everyone who gave actual answers thanks. To everyone telling me to just try alcohol, please stop. I have no interest and probably never will. I don't like being pressured into shit.

Edit 3: Okay I get it wine and grape juice are totally different. Please stop saying "like [thing] tastes like [thing]" it is seriously getting annoying.

I have no interest in getting the app and I saw before that mobile web doesn't do picture posts. So is there a way to?

I don't know what to do. I can't even make like a simple comment without over analyzing every little detail.

What if I accidently say something offensive?

What if I seem stupid or weird or something?

What if somebody I know actually has a reddit account and somehow figures out who I am?

What if I get downvoted?

What if I seem like a bot?

What if there's some secret hidden rule on a subreddit and I break it?

Is this too much? Is it too little?

I want to connect over similiar interests, but just end up lurking. If I do write something I delete it instead of posting.

I don't know what to do. I hate this so much.

It took me over an hour to write this because I keep freaking out. I'm shaking so bad right now.

I have no friends. I can't go to therapy. I can't talk to my family about this.