u/CrowTalons

Bloody hell I am so pissed off. My wifi has been acting up. Not in any way that even sounds plausible.

So, for 3 days now, my phone/laptop cannot detect the wifi. Just wake up, go to check weather and...no wifi. What the actual fuck? Look at the modem, zero errors. Hum...Google how to resolve the issue. Nothing helps. Main computer used.

I unplug the modem, plug it back in and wait. Yep, wifi now works for rest of the day. Zero issues during the day. Next morning, back to square one.

So I finally contacted my provider. They run tests, find zero issues and assume problem is resolved since its working now.

Third day, again same issue. Now I am pissed off. Contact provider again and once more they find zero issues. They sent a technician to see if he could figure it out, at least I didn't have to wait long for him to show up.

He looks everything over, let's me describe the issue and gets a puzzled look on his face. It makes zero sense. I have no idea what is wrong, he doesn't know. So he replaces the modem. This is modem 3 since I upgraded my internet. First one, nearly identical issue. Second one, as described above. Onto number 3. Let's hope that solves that.

So now I got a new wifi name and password. Time to update the security cameras. Ring had no issues. The no name camera i have been using for 3 years now, died the second I picked it up to fix it. What the actual hell? Change where it's plugged in, nothing. No life in it at all.

This started at 7am and went on to 12:45pm. The headache I have is growing.

So I now need a new camera, onto Amazon. Naturally the Amazon sales day is over so now it's full price to buy a new camera. This couldn't have happened when there was a sale!

I want to physically hit something. Maybe I will take the broken camera out back and smash it to bits with my hammer. Maybe that would feel good. Have the neighbours think I am a crazy lady!

So beginning of May I got a middle ear infection. Nasty one too. Fluid building up directly below the ear, painful as it could get.

Went to doctor after the second day and got on antibiotics. Cool right? Nope.

My doctor is about as bad as he can legally be. Doesn't explain anything, just asks questions, poles around and gives a script to "fix" the problem. I only mention that because I really hate going to him as a result. No I can't just change doctors, I live in Canada.

Now, the infection never went 100% away. And came back after a week after completing the antibiotics. Wasn't nearly so bad, just a tiny bit of swelling and minor pain. So i consulted the Pharmacist for suggestions. Got a pink eye treatment to try to fix it without having to talk to my doctor.

Problem is mostly gone but now that ear hears things WAY too loudly. Normal phone call volume on that ear has to be reduced a lot.

I am wondering if this is normal, not asking medical advice. Nearly a month and I don't know what to expect at all.

So I bought a new lawnmower last year. Got a good one that set me back near $500. Worked fairly well for the first few months and then the propulsion started to wane a bit.

Stored it up for the winter, brought it out for the season and...it didn't want to start. I have tried various methods to get it going but...no good.

The bolt to drain the carburetor won't open. The spark plug is still good. Oil was fine. Gas was full.

So I called around to see if any mechanics could come assess the issues but no, they won't and I don't have a car big enough to take it.

Then I was quoted $200 minimum for the repair plus if they pick it up another near $50 to pick it up and drop it back off.

What the actual fuck? Might as well buy a new mower. Just nope, nope, nope! Cost less annually to get the druggy guy to come buzz my lawn once a week then buying a new mower each damn year.

I suffer from what I like to call "the grass is always greener on the other side" syndrome.

Almost every decision I make I second guess if the other option was better. At the moment, or leading up to having to make a choice between things I nearly panic weighing the pros and cons of that choice.

An example is two books I want to read, buy, I could stand there for an hour trying to choose and when I do, a nagging thought in the back of my head thinks I should have picked the other. Now, I could easily buy both books and read them but in the moment it's a stupid inner fight.

I have an anxiety disorder and yes I have mental help, though that's more along the lines of pill pushing doctors. Good help is costly and I can't afford it.

It pisses me off so bad. Playing a video game, two options for say a "love intrest" or which option for the next step in the journey, can cause another hesitation.

What do you want to eat tonight? X or Y. Please don't make me pick, just surprise me.

The only way I do anything is by forcing my way through and living with the inner monolog of wondering if it was the right choice or not.

The worst is if you are with someone who doesn't understand it's not like I enjoy being so indecisive, I am not doing it because I think it's cute or funny.