u/Cute_Inside_4700

I can't even go out without headphones that plays white noise and it sucks. I honestly feel so left out of everyone else that I have this curse. Whistling and babies crying are my two worstest triggers and I'm so extremely terrified of them. I cry, I get extremely annoyed, I get severely angry, and I just complain and complain and complain and I hate myself for it. I remember like one time on 7th grade, 5 kids whistled at me and I was extremely angry. I went ballistic. I even left art class. ABLEIST MUCH?!! I kinda feel ashamed of myself just for having severe reactions over sounds.. 

"whHeEeeEwWw! WhhEeewWww!"  SHUT. UP!!!! ALL YOU EVER DO IS WHISTLE A SONG. LIKE "WHEW WHEW WHEW". I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! I JUST CRY MY EYES OUT!

"eeeEeWwwWaaAaHhhh!!!!!" I CAN'T TAKE THIS BABY CRYING CRAP ANYMORE. I have a 1-year-old nephew. Yeah, I love him and he's so smart. But if he cries, I just go ballistic and cry and cry.

EVEN ON VIDEO GAMES, TV SHOWS, COMMERCIALS, MOVIES, EVERYWHERE!!! EVERYWHERE!!!!!!! One time I kept on getting a Swifter ad that has whistling in it, I would cry and cry my eyes out. 

I've been like this for 7 years and idk when I'm gonna get over it.