u/Cute_Management2782

It was on Spotify and I've searched YouTube too but couldn't find it. The artist isn't very popular so I'm guessing they might've took it down to edit it or something and didn't expect anyone too notice, that's just my theory though. Has anyone else had this happen with a song? Will it come back? The artist has released more music but Porcelain is still non-existent like nowhere to be found anywhere. Reddit wants me to write more but I don't know what else to say so here's some more words lol. Okay um... Wait there.

I want it to be like when you catch a bug, admire it, play with it, take pictures of it and then let it go and never see it again. There's so many different ones I'd like to spoil, not necessarily sexually but things like cuddling, showering and washing their hair, petting them and just being close and hear them talk or whimper or whatever ect ect ect. I want to sit in the sun and paint on their backs. At the end of the day, they'd go home and I'd go back to my life and responsibilities, I know I'm not fit for a relationship or at least not for a while, I wouldn't want to ever mislead someone and make them think I'm their's and they're mine. A bug dies if you keep it too long.

P.s. I know this is messed up, you don't have to tell me. Also this isn't an invitation to come to my house dressed as a bug asking for head pats, I'm busy. Also sorry for the nsfw filter, I didn't wanna get banned because I said nsfw words, sorry if your pants are now off for nothing.

Edit: Another thought, if you do something you love while working a normal/boring job, will it make you start to associate the two and end up not liking the fun thing? For example, listening to music while doing a cleaning job. I suppose it depends🤔 I guess we can get burnout from anything even if it isn’t related to work?

Did anyone else stop because of the fear that the scars will look like stretch marks lmao?😭 I've never heard anyone talk about this so I'm curious. I'm very insecure about my body and try to hide the chubby parts of me so the thought of that someone could see the marks and think they were stretch marks scared me out of doing it more because I didn't want people to know I'm not thin🙃