u/DaikonShoddy5688

I haven't really been listening to a lot of bwu, but spotify dj threw pitfall in randomly and I fully just broke down.

Ive been trying my hardest to let stuff go, but I can't and Pitfall captures that feeling perfectly.

Like really "How the fuck do I let go?"

Idk its a really pure song

I wish people would stop trying so hard to be someone they aren't. In the last 5 years of my life I've seen so many people drown out who they truly are just to be someone they aren't.

Even I was doing it for a while, I was doing a bunch of drugs just to "try and fit in," and I was even doing it because I thought I was cool. I was truly stuck and trying to just fit in.

I've seen so many people around me stuck in the same loop I was, but they never break free. They just keep drowning out who they are. It isn't worth trying to fit in if you won't ever truly be happy.

I just hate watching it, I really do wish people would be able to just be who they are. Like cmon stop trying to be who you aren't. Just be who you are even if it means being alone or weird or whatever.

Just don't get drowned out being who you aren't and don't let life drag you around.

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I love the song so much. I was trying so hard to be what a person wanted me to be and then one day I started to speak up, and they left, and I wasn't sure who I'd turn into, but I turned into myself again.

10/10 song

Cuz I got better since u got goooonnneeee

Everything I seem to go around or be around always just gets fucked up and its annoying as shit.

I cant even keep any actual friends they all seem to just fucking hate me at the end of the day. Im so fucking sick of everything and everyone. Even my family doesn't seem to understand anything. But everyone always wants and wants. Like fuck what I think and what I guess.

And im always blamed for everything, but I guess thats who I am. Im just so fucking sick of being the problem everywhere. I am fundamentally flawed I suppose and I dont have anyway to fix that.

I cant even afford to go anywhere else because of how fucking broke I am. I can't afford to disappear. I cant fucking do anything.

I always try so hard over and over again and every time it always ends up in the same place as I started or I feel even worse. Like I don't even have friends, I work a shit job with coworkers I will never relate too.

Everyone I was ever able to get close to all randomly leave me, and the ones who do stay around it just feels like they are using me for some sick game.

My family is always telling me they wish I would have gone on to do bigger and better things, but I'm literally just trying my best every single day and noone ever sees it.

And people will look at me and tell me "oh you look like you have everything you'd want" and its like I really don't. I am truly alone. Noone to text, call, hangout with, nothing. All I've ever wanted is too just find my people, but my people don't seem to exist anywhere.

Im really just floating alone. Sometimes I wish I could have tried harder with some people, but I feel like it was never worth it or was never going to be worth it.

I just want things to get better one day and I still cling onto that little bit of hope. I have been for years and years. I wish I good enough for people too actually keep them around.