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I have experienced dissociation since i was 14 im now 20, a lot of has been mental but last night this morning it’s been a mix of both mental and physical, for example it literally feels like my body is numb and i’m disconnected from my body like my arms aren’t really my arms and moving feels forced and not natural i hate this feeling, it happens when i’ve been anxious for long periods of time it’s supposed to be your body’s coping mechanism when you’ve been under a lot of stress but it just makes me more stressed, how do i stop it?

Am i crazy for being upset? my hair is a million different colors and looks nothing like my inspo? i added a pic in the replies of what she lifted it too before she put the super dark toner, i should have added i was happy with how it looked before she toned it

My hair is a million different colors… it’s been black for so long and i want to get to my inspo pic… is this even possible?? (inspo pic is girl in black shirt obvi)

Hello! So basically, my hair is kind of a mess. I’m a very indecisive person and like to change my appearance frequently, and because of this, my hair has paid the price. I’m now 20, but I’ve been dyeing my hair black and then lightening it since I was 15. I’ll decide annually that I don’t like my black hair anymore, and then I go get it lightened. So, I have about five years of a mix of black box dye, professional black dye on top of layers of old bleach. My hair is currently a faded dark brown with my grown-out roots because I haven’t touched it up in about four to five months. But now, of course, I want to go lighter again. I will attach pics of my current hair and my goal hair for reference, last pic is reference obvi. So, my questions are.
1: will my hair fallout of i bleach it again/ is this even achievable?

2: how many sessions will it take to reach my goal hair

3: how long will my hair be a super red copper color before i reach my goal color?

thank u!!!

Hello! So basically, my hair is kind of a mess. I’m a very indecisive person and like to change my appearance frequently, and because of this, my hair has paid the price. I’m now 20, but I’ve been dyeing my hair black and then lightening it since I was 15. I’ll decide annually that I don’t like my black hair anymore, and then I go get it lightened. So, I have about five years of a mix of black box dye, professional black dye on top of layers of old bleach. My hair is currently a faded dark brown with my grown-out roots because I haven’t touched it up in about four to five months. But now, of course, I want to go lighter again. I will attach pics of my current hair and my goal hair for reference, last pic is reference obvi. So, my questions are.
1: will my hair fallout of i bleach it again/ is this even achievable?

2: how many sessions will it take to reach my goal hair

3: how long will my hair be a super red copper color before i reach my goal color?

thank u!!!