Am I setting up myself for disappointment?
Hi,
So to start, I’ve always been interested in adopting and find myself looking at the kids every once in a while. Hoping they get adopted and I won’t see them on the site anymore. But I came across a little girl (9yo) and I fell in love with her. She looks like such a sweetheart and is only 40 minutes away from me. She’s into books and my gosh I keep checking on her.
BUT I currently have a 7 month old and a 2 year old boys. My husband and I know we want to adopt but it was more so 2030, but something about this little girl just makes me want her now. It is one sided for now given my husband thinks we have our hands full. Idk why but she just seems like the sweetest girl and I’d love to be her mom!
Anyone else run into the feeling? Am I torturing myself? Gosh so many thoughts that I can’t share with hubby