I’m trying to understand the law of assumption, but I’m being honest about my real intention.
I know this sounds messy, but I’m trying to be honest about my feelings and how I’m trying to apply LOA. ( this is about my long term toxic ex , we moved into the same apartment / job after being broken up for a year )
My deepest desire is still that he apologizes for what he did. I want to feel like I have power again when I’m around him—I don’t want to feel fear or heaviness anymore. I want to be able to move around him freely, tease him, and feel like I’m in control of myself.
I also want him to still want me, be attracted to me and SHOW ME. But I feel like my grip on this is too tight. I want to be able to live my life, meet new people, and actually move on and get into something healthy again. But I still want my toxic ex to want me and regret what he did.
Could anyone give advice on how I should approach this manifestation since im not sure if my end goal is contradicting itself.
Current end goal: I want to be the highest happiest genuine version of myself in people in opportunities, I don’t want my past to haunt me I want to be free, I want to meet someone new but I also want him to regret and I can have the choice and option if I still want him.