u/Decarfinau

Needed help about a girl 22F and me 25M I love her but she don't show commitment

So there's a girl 22 and I 25 met almost a year ago starting 3 months were too good like we are just about to get married so on propose day this year I planned to propose her I made card for her but what happened on 6 feb I mssg her from a place where we usually meet like where are you so she said why you are waiting for me go don't wait for me so I just got lost there like what happened, so I tell her like why shouldn't I wait for you than she said are you looking for a relationship? She told me that you are my best friend I see you as a very good friend and than I told her like I love you so she told me that I don't want any relationship and even don't won't to get married. So I decided that I'll finish everything on 7 feb than I met her and told her like if you want space or time have it I am not in hurry so there she didn't say anything and looked confused till that day we've been talking each day there lots of thing happened like rides,meetup, eating together but not a proper date yet as she is working and busy in her fix schedule. Sometimes she calls me mssg me and I got much happy and sometimes theres some text only but no commitment at all and I literally can't live without seeing her i am so confused.

There a girl came into my life like around 6 months have gone she is so sweet I just can't let my day go overthink without her.

Starting was too good like we spend quality time make cute moments and after 3 months I decided to proposed her a week earlier she felt sick so I just went to see her as it was rainy I still went she said why you came in such bad weather I said I came to see you from there she know that I love her a lot. Day before I was about to propose she messaged me like we are very good friends don't get it wrong I said we should talk in face to face day later I met her told everything than she said like I have no interest in relationship or marrige but her eyes were telling something else like family pressure and other problems so I didn't pressure her. From that day everything is going good like she is curious to talk to me see me. I do wanna marry her sometimes she says me like she love spending time alone but whenever I mentioned I took to you places she shows curiosity like where? But she changes topic but I still manage by telling her fav places to go now I want to know why she says stuff like live alone don't want relationship and on other hand she likes these I really want her can't loose her at any cost please help me out.