u/Dexters-Guild

Is this genuinely my life? Stuck with this stupid mental disorder. Everyday is torture, not to mention I'm cut off from alcohol because my liver is destroyed. Genuinely it used to get me day by day. Now it's just a cycle of waking up, going to work, then going to bed. Honestly I'm not the best looking person, no one finds attraction towards me, and I have autism/extreme social anxiety. Even if I wanted to talk to someone new they are repulsed by me.

Just like the title says. I wanna know what's your guys hobbies! How do you guys keep yourself positive and distracted 😁.

I've accepted that this is my life. I have to live out the next 50 years being invisible to everyone. I know I won't get a fulfilling relationship, and I don't even want one because I know I'll just get cheated on. How have (if any) you guys found peace with this?