u/Difficult-Seat-3476

talking to an admissions counselor soon but I don’t know what to ask them ??

I feel like everyone around me is average or good looking and I’m just hideous…. it gets embarrassing going out with my friends who are so pretty and get compliments and asked out and I’m just there being ignored or given a side eye i want to get plastic surgery but it’s really expensive

I’m feeling very unsure about going to college. I was on track of being a first gen student going to a good school, I worked harder then other people to go to college, I graduated at 16, got full rides to precollege programs multiple times, had paintings up in gallery’s as a hs student , I was constantly praised for my talent and had schools emailing me to consider their program and prospective scholarships, I even got into a program with a 6% acceptance rate….. and in the end I amounted to nothing…. I couldn’t go to college because my parents didn’t allow me to go and since I was under 18 I had no choice. I got severely depressed and suicidal and spent the next few years working odd jobs being treated like shit and paid nothing… I stopped painting and now I’m not even sure I can even paint the way I did before. it’s like my talent has been forgotten and whenever I try nothing turns out right. I want to go to college but now I’m not even sure I can get into my dream school …..

I’m in my early twenties and want to go back to school but I’m a bit scared I won’t make any friends because I’m going to be a bit older then everyone else…. idk I just feel embarrassed I wasn’t able to go to school after highschool like everyone else my age

i was in a dark place this month and had a very bad depressive episode and ended up eating myself into a month long binge and gained back the 15 pounds I spent months trying to lose… I can’t do this anymore im so disappointed and disgusted in myself

just wondering what the vibe is at scad, like how are the students and classes ( specifically for animation ) are people mean and competitive or chill cuz I’m low-key scared and don’t know how to make friends lol

Lost 2 pounds today and apparently celebrated that by eating everything in sight, Im struggling so hard not to purge rn