u/Dinos-cry-too

I have tried asking for this before, but I left out important details.

What I want: I want it to look like I am running towards the camera in a field of cats with a picnic blanket off to the side, that doesn't have food on it. I included a picture of a field, I'd love for this to be the background please. The other picture is of me as a kid, please don't change the way I look, if possible, other than lighting of course. Next pictures are optional since they aren't the best, they are my 3 cats. If they can be included among other cat's that would be great. Also I would like a lot of cats in this field, close, far, running, sitting, laying down, different kinds of cats!

What I asked multiple AIs before(Might help you picture it more): "Add a picnic blanket with nothing on it to this field and add a bunch of cats everywhere scattered around the field please! some cats laying down, some sitting, some running, a variety of everything!" I did ask a few different ways as well with no luck.

Reason for picture: I want a safe place to go when I am stressed and heal my inner child. My psychologist suggested to picture myself in a field of cats, for me I need a physical picture since I struggle with imagining things.

Thank you, sorry for long request!

https://preview.redd.it/3u9862gf2l2h1.png?width=618&format=png&auto=webp&s=4bc586bb95323ca3cfe271566de3066aceea6390

https://preview.redd.it/4xgci2gf2l2h1.jpg?width=900&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b48e34b26a539b6be963852731c507529edba0f7

https://preview.redd.it/otlpn2gf2l2h1.png?width=1251&format=png&auto=webp&s=535f46cad5cc5184f6d8350ec0402076ff9409b4

https://preview.redd.it/y31tr1gf2l2h1.png?width=981&format=png&auto=webp&s=d503b7e704800baee563c57cd9f88a35ab6c951f

https://preview.redd.it/umm2e2gf2l2h1.png?width=1183&format=png&auto=webp&s=8d09e98e715961103d2cc886632e49aaa9c82068

Edit: Possible links to pictures on google drive incase you can't see: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ldmN4RQEu0qkWJZOh0ei6JxwEhCabLgu/view?usp=drive_link, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1bov684q0qJA8bu52a-34ETHeh82ukv9v/view?usp=drive_link, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MYrTTGWF0X_3cPCOSRnC1SWCZ8ocDKe7/view?usp=drive_link, https://drive.google.com/file/d/186nk1MB3OSVU5L9eeInVNktlYGUuwlcQ/view?usp=drive_link, https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lJCMSwt8S3qBUvKrsPW13pnbkdKjWJv-/view?usp=drive_link

"It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me"- Song: Anti-Hero. Album: Midnights.

"I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying"- Song: this is me trying. Album: folklore.

"And I can go anywhere I want
Anywhere I want, just not home"- Song- My Tears Ricochet. Album: folklore

If you wish, add lyrics you are feeling from Taylor Swift💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤🩶🤎💙🤍❤️‍🔥

Having a little panic with a problem and sometimes AI is more helpful for me than a real human over the phone. It gave me this advice that I think everyone should hear, "If sheer self-hatred could cure OCD, it would already be gone. Beating yourself up is not treatment."🤍🤍

I know there are many people who need help and not enough counsellors. I'm just annoyed right now. I need help, I need to talk to someone. I am not in a position to call someone. A) I am on my laptop right now and my phone is in a bag. B) If I call I can be heard, I can't have privacy. I think I am not being heard... Nope I am. I try the online chat and they answer fast, but are not helpful. It's the weekend and the one person I trust completely I can't get ahold of until Tuesday. I'm sad, stressed, angery, confused, and flustered right now. I need help and I can't get it.

Please tell me there is an ONLINE chat that doesn't need phone number where I can talk to professionals.

For reference it's 9:05 pm, got in line at 7:44 pm. AHHHHH. They close soon too🫠

Hey! I am making a really important gift for someone. It is meaningful and I want to add a greenish blue crystal to it (It is a bracelet) that has meaning of love, kindness/caring, growth, mindfulness, and protection factors! Also information on where I could find the crystal in bead form would be very helpful. I want to make sure the crystals I buy are real and not fake, if I could have help with that as well that would be awesome!

I am aware that it is hard to find one with all of these, but internet strangers work their magic! I added in a few crystals that match the color scheme so you have things to go off of. The color isn't mainly for looks, it represents something hence why I am being picky about it!

Edit: I found a combination that I really like and edited it onto the bracelet and it looks good. Malachite- Emotional growth, clearing negative energy, helps with heart chakra activation, and gifts inner strength and confidence. Chrysocolla- Seeking higher knowledge, very feminine properties, could help with periods, helps lower blood pressure, helps with ones nervous system, keeps lungs healthy, good for self-awareness, helps us find joy, "connecting with your throat chakra and the heart chakra.", and peace. Finally, not green or blue and still found to love the combination color scheme, Rose Quartz- Improves relationships, self love, helps with emotional wounds, and kindness!

Source for Malachite: Malachite
Source for Chrysocolla: Chrysocolla
Source for Rose Quartz: Rose Quartz and Rose Quartz (kindness)

Just so you all know, I'm not good at researching so this information could be incorrect. If something in here is incorrect please let me know!