u/Dior_Equivalent

Just looking for nice and chill friends to play w that play alot or gold duo or team tbh it doesn’t matter but i play qp alot too also im pretty chill like to have fun and have conversations, im gold good at 5 heros also started playing around season 6.5 i only have 1 lord 🥀 and i mainly play support and tank

Tbh im planning on getting better but i suck at comp 😭 also im on ps5

Tbh im a loser and i never have friends and im always alone and it genuinely hurts even if i do get a friend or at least online they ditch me either way within 2 days and tbh i dont wanna be forgot about i want ppl to at least try to get to know me

Because tbh im a nice and sweep person and i love talking and i love ppl and being alone genuinely hurts and i was always a loser in high school and i tried dating and talking to girls alr and noone likes me fr they all say im too nice or im easy to step on

And thats what alot of ppl who pretend to be my friend did was screw me over and it hurts so yeah

But i love videogames mainly ps5 and im getting into anime and manga i also love watching tv and alot more

But i just want a friend that wont give up on me

19m btw

Almost my whole life ive always been abused by females rather if its physically or mentally and idk if it has something to do with my personality because tbh im easy and idk why but i fall in love easily and i always get screwed over in the end and it hurts even when females beat me or put there hands on my i never fight back because i just cant bring myself to do it tbh im always nice to ppl and i believe violence is never the answer

And tbh ive meet nice girls they all haven’t been abusive

There was a relationship i was in with a girl who was pretty chill at first and she would hit me and when she realized how i wouldn’t do anything she kept hitting me if i did something wrong and tbh she would pressure me to have sex at times were i didnt want too or i wanted to sleep but she would mainly threaten me and i would give in soooo probably not forced, and if i was going through something she would not care and only worry about her but then she’d apologize afterwards and the whole thing repeats

i would always come back because she did treat me nice and we would cuddle sometimes and i would always wanna go back to her idk why but it felt right basically she had a good side but (i was too scared to break up with her so i tried to kill myself and unfortunately it didnt work.

Another part of the reason im like this is because my mom was a very nice person and she always taught me to be kind and generous but when i was 12 she had a boyfriend who was very abusive and would hit and punch and kick her alot she would cry and he would always threaten to kill me if i stepped in , he ended up killing her i went to the foster system and things got worse for me

The crazy part is i would still never put my hands on a girl still like i said i cant bring myself to do it and idk why but im just too scared rn and and i dont mean just girls my age ive had my related aunt beat me soo bad and ive even had foster moms take advantage of me and im not saying males havent beaten me and even still i cant fight back because i dont wanna hurt ppl i just cant , im weak in every way and i dont think i can keep living

19m my names greg tbh Just looking for chill female friends or just long term friends in general, also im pretty chill i play ps5 and sometimes i read , i also care about people and im kind too tbh i just want friends that wont just ditch me when things go bad for me or friends that aren’t fake

19m Tbh no one really wants to play w me and i have trouble finding friends but im pretty chill and im fun too i am shy at first but i get over it easily i just dont like playing alone

Also i only have 150hrs on the game which is not much but im good tbh not that good and if there is anyone who could teach me how to get better id appreciate it im just looking to have fun and chill im also on ps5 but it doesnt matter

I also cant play comp because im bad at it