u/Disastrous_Act2135

I'm sorry, but I can't take it anymore. After losing my aunt's room key, my aunt (let's call her Hannah) found out and flew into a rage just because I lost a simple key. She said the harshest things a 15-year-old, or anyone older than me, shouldn't have to hear, and it broke me. I wanted to die, even wanted to run away from home, but I couldn't. She even said she would leave, leaving me at home with my father, which only made me want to die even more so that no one else would have to suffer because of me, just because of a key. And that could affect my life. She has the right to be angry, but she doesn't have the right to hurt my feelings.

Hannah was the one of my aunt and she live with me and take care of me, she work hard from 6am to 6:30pm, and she return home to cook shower and stuff, she was like my second mother, but she was also scary, if I say or do something wrong, even a lil bit, she would in rage for a long while and later forget everything, and today, she said I was just like my dad, which broke me, and when she said she would move out, as if like I was a toy, and she said she can't even look at me in the eye, because she can't look at the mistakes of her life.

Now I know everyone wants to say "don't die," "you are matter" etc., and I'm so grateful, but you are too far away, and I'm suffering with people who can't even see me suffer. I understand that people are worried about me, but I can't continue living a life I fear every day.

And I know I broke a rule in the subreddit so don't ban me for the announcement