u/Disciplined_vow

Don't have gf and never had sex. I don't watch porn very often. I only watch it when I feel life gets frustrating. I usually masturbate afterwards. What annoys me is that I ejaculate fast. I'm concerned that I've premature ejaculation. I can quit watching porn (I did it before) but I'm concerned that the issue won't be resolved. Has anyone experienced this before? Any thoughts?

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Just turned 21. People enormously affect my life. I keep assessing my work through their validation. I remember doing great things and ending being disappointed just because no one praised them. The issue went far more than that. I spend a lot of time daydreaming situations where I get appraised even if it seems wrong. My brain is starving for validation even if it was only some imaginary scenarios inside my head.

I made a note on my last birthday. I wrote some of my issues that I hope I'll work on them by the next birthday. It's disappointing that I couldn't make progress on this one.

I started reading books on EI and writing down any thoughts I have on my journal. I'm also trying to figure out if there was something on my childhood that caused this problem. I'll be happy to know how someone with similar problem could handle it + any suggestions?